Happy Birthday to my beloved Dad!!!!

I love my Dad. He is amazing. He's the bestest in the world. I want a husband who is like my dad. Responsible, caring, funny, committed and treats the wife like a real queen. hehe. i love you ayah. Tho i seldom say it, i do. i really do. Thank you for all the sacrifices, love, food, shelter and protection that you have faithfully provided us with all these while. Thank you for sending me to the MRT station every morning and fetching me everytime i am lazy to walk home!! I pray to God that you will be blessed with good health. For all that you have given us, you deserve all the good things in life.. We love you.

After three consecutive nights of tuition, i was finally 'free'!! met up with mas, syidah and khai for Pizza Hut dinner. heh. we had such a great time catching up! It was mostly Mas and Khai's show cos they haven told stories for a long long time.

We talked about weddings. Where we want ours to be. How we want it to be. How we should involve each other in the wedding preparation. How i wana bring them to choose my gown, wedding bouquet and food tasting. we were so dreaming. talking about our fairytale wedding.

We stayed till they chased us away. hehe. we didnt know where to go to after that.. so Mas suggested CARPARK. heh. so khai drove to a nearby open carpark (outside tampines stadium) and we just bonded in the car with the love songs on Class 95.. it was a really good quality time. just the foursome. fogging up the car.

congrats mas on your transfer and uhm uhm.

presenting.. my TJ buddies!! we are THE bunch. reny..where are u looking it at babe?? amirul.. whats up with the eyes lah! and jas, u look damn good in this pic! hmpf. jeles aku. haha. and i look fat. booo. and.. not forgetting, the bday gurl is the hot one in red!! yes yes.. there she is! Love you all. mwah mwah mwah.

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Without flash..

With flash.. heh. both nice *blueks*



with reny and nad. heh.

 

i slept the whole afternoon. what a lazy bum.

Tonight, I was seventeen once again.

It was like a TJ reunion at Lat's bday chalet.. Me and jasmine agreed that somehow when we meet up, everyone goes back into JC mode. and that spells fun and laughter.
abby, jas, reny, myra, fath, amirul, nassar, azmin and hafiz were there.. thanks azmin for picking me up at bedok.. and it was nice of you to offer me a ride back..

myra curled her hair and abby rebonded hers! heh.. major change. Jas slimmed down and still as hot as ever.. hafiz has an interesting hairstyle..hehe. despite the physical kinda changes, everyone is still the same old TJ peep!!

its been ages since we all met up.. it feels really good to just sit, talk, gossip, share, laugh, make silly comments about each other.. jas and abby were telling all the funny stories about their bali trip!heh.

me and the TJ peeps used to meet up for each of our bdays! and we would hide the present behind our backs and pretend to surprise the bday kid. hehe. but of course the bday kid actually already knows! and we will try to have surprise bday outings! hehehe.. its kinda lame actually, but really cute. awww.. those were the days.. when we were still 17, 18, 19..?? yeah it became kinda routine after a few years..so we decided to slack a bit..

peepz.. i really really really miss those times in TJ.. the GEMA preparation.. the SYF.. the MCS TABLE..HAWA..and all our crap.. remember our whatever sign?? the one that we have to make a big W using our hands?? and remember the loops?? myra and her 'talk to my hand..' .. reny and her asam asin and sweetz..!!! azmin and his plaster at the nose??!! amirul and his 'manja'ness.. we were so kental but tried to act cool and hip!!! hehehe.

oh well.. tho all those are just memories now, i am just really happy that i was blessed with the chance to meet you peepz.. i love you all tau. i do.

I had another bday party earlier in the day. It was my cousin's daughter's 2nd bday! her name is Nur Shahira.

she's so cute. she was jumping when she saw the cake! and she was so scared that i would take her gold bracelet. but she was very cheeky. she teased me to tease her back. heh.

i love kids so much.. played with my little cuzzins just now.. gave them some mental sums.. hehe.. and they were sooooo enthusiastic! i gave shafiqa and irfan fifty cents each for getting ten simple additions rite! hehehe. told them to buy ice cream with the fifty cents. hehe.. hari raya can get more from kakak fazleen k.. hehe.

i am shivering in the library. its raining heavily and its so cold everywhere.

i went to nus just now to return my graduation gown. the short trip to nus was kinda sad cos it reminded me of those days in there. i miss those times so much... the forum reminded me of those professional communication meetings with syidah and fa. the coop reminded me of reny and her jalapeno pretzels.. the shuttle bus reminded me of all the rush from arts faculty to science. and on top of them all, i was reminded of my friends.. the good and stressful times with them. the mugging, complaints, sharing, fun, tears and laughter.. basically, the way we were just there for each other. It was a tough journey but it is one that will never be forgotten.

some people really irritate me in the train. one seat for one ass right??? but no... some chikopeks somehow sits nearer to the person next to him. two things really pissed me off.
1) when i was on the escalator, this man in front of me kept turning back. being in front, he was therefor at a higher level. and he kept looking back and down! what are you staring at jerk??
2) i was sitting quietly and innocently when this apek came and sat beside me. he sat in such a way that he took up MY seat! and he spread his legs wide that it came into MY space. and if that is not enough, he kept making some funny hand gestures that hit my hand! gosh. i was so pissed that i shifted to the next seat! thank god it was not occupied! and he alighted at the next stop. i seriously dunno if that was by coincidence or because he was embarassed. argh. be civilised please.

ok. time check. i have classes in ten minutes.

Selama ini

Kumencari-cari

Teman yang sejati

Buat menemani

Perjuangan suci..

Bersyukur kini

PadaMu Illahi

Teman yang dicari

Selama ini

Telah kutemui..

Dengannya di sisi

Perjuangan ini

Senang diharungi

Bertambah murni

Kasih Illahi

KepadaMu Allah

Kupanjatkan doa

Agar berkekalan

Kasih sayang kita

Kepadamu teman

Ku pohon sokongan

Pengorbanan dan pengertian

Telah kuungkapkan

Segala-galanya...

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Teruskan perjuangan

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Itulah tandanya

Kejujuran kita

I heard this song in the car on my way to school just now.. A song which brings back many sweet and bitter memories.. A song which touches my inner soul and brings tears to my eyes.. Its amazing what one song can do. This song always takes me to 2004.. a year of confusion, tears, hurt and pain.. I thought i have completely put it behind me.... but yet i find myself tearing when i think of what happened last year.. i guess one year of emotional ride is not easy to be completely deleted from my memory.. but no matter what, i am just glad that i am where i am now.. I am in love with the person whom i have always loved and who has always loved me...

i am so glad that finally all the assignments due today have been handed in..

after buying my hari raya clothes and watch and contact lens, my shopping account is officially sealed.

KIA Picanto. so cute. hmm.

I have grown. Really. I used to have a LOT of difficulties looking for a suitable ready made kebaya that fits my size..but guess what.. now i can!!! amazing!!! i finally set aside some time to get my baju for Hari Raya.. I cant be bothered to search for one during fasting month cos there will be too many people!

bumped into khairun at RH and jaja at Changi. jaja looks so radiant!!! getting prettier babe.

anyway, i am so glad that i have gotten my kebaya!!! the shoes and the bag shall wait. hahaha. next thing to buy is my dad's watch!

school is starting again.. after a week of holidays, the ass just feels heavy..! hahaha...

i plan to fast the whole of this week. need to. hehe. fasting month is coming..! i love fasting month.

Sometimes, we tend to think others have a better life than us. Afterall, the grass always seem greener on the other side. But what we fail to remind ourselves is that theres also others who might be having a harder time. what makes u happy? what makes u satisfied? sometimes we try too hard to please others or to fit in. When things get tough, i just tell myself that there are so many things that i should be grateful for such as..

1) a very loving and caring family
2) a wonderful prince charming who has really stolen my heart
3) health
4) true friends whom i know will be there for me rain or shine
5) comfort

so lets breathe and relax..

The Biology Teachers.

 *taken during chemisty class..the five minute break* Prameeta aka Amy just cropped her hair that day.. and she luks damn good in it..! Vanessa just cropped hers too.. but its not shown in the pic yet. Both of them look like two funky ladies walking down the street.. go gals.. liven up the BIO image. tho i cant crop mine. i will look like a cockle-doo-doo!! hehehehe.. love you all. mwah.

i had to go to school today cos i needed to hand in my essay. and i had to bring poshie plus a chemistry text plus three library books!!! so, needless to say, my bag was super heavy!

but but but..

My Superman came to the rescue!!!! He travelled all the way from Yishun to my place (at Tampines mind you) at 9 in the morning just to help me carry everything!!! he carried my whole bag to Boon Lay!!!! he wanted to send me all the way to NIE but got an urgent call from his bro-in-law who was at the hospital and needed him quick!!! i truly appreciate it dear. my pipi deserves ten points for that.

I love you for what you did today. I love you more for what you have been doing for me for the past five years.

the holidays are coming to an end!! so fast.. but hey! i did enjoy it!! hmm..things are gonna be a bit more packo once school starts. Lets keep the faith going Fazleen.

pizza hut at tampines is not as good as at suntec!! the chicken drumlets and the pizza are oily!!

Me and my bf decided to go blading instead. boy was it tiring!!!! and for one thing, i suck big time at blading!!!!! i can blade...but but i cant stop!!!! i duno how to brake!!! hahahaha...i lost count of the number of times i fell. And whats worse is that when i fell, i pulled my bf along and made him fell too!! gosh i feel so bad. no more blading. we shall just stick to cycling!!

you are such a please to my eyes...do u know that? *winks*

i have to refresh this entry cos i wana get rid of that gross picture in my comments. But anyway.. this is Tutu.. hehehe. she's so cute especially when she hops!! Xuefen, make sure she doesnt grow too fast!! small is beautiful. and cute is better. hehehe.

Just as I thought that its a beautiful morning, some sick person has to spoil it. who is the uncivilized person who puts up that gross picture on my blog????????and i cant seem to delete it. sorry guys for the unsightly picture. PUKES.

i'm happy that i have been on task. Yay!! I wana thank Fariz for helping me do my magazine cover. Photoshop is amazing..theres like a million functions!! Go try it people.

Looking forward to my pizza hut trip with darling dearest today. and the cycling at east coast after that...yay!!!

Elkind said that adolescents have a personal fable. Hmm i dont think i am an adolescent anymore. but i still have my personal fable. hehehe. woops!

Whats my style? Tell me.

My weekends was well spent.. Saturday with Boyfriend and Sunday with Girlfriends. Heh. But of course my essay is not done yet!! So essay.. here i come..!!

Me and my gfs went to Expo for the food exhibition..bought chocolate and durian swiss rolls for my family.. its sooooooo yummy!!! Rich and soft. Met Auntie Reny.. hehehe.. Gave syidah my gift.. hehe.. she likes them and she could fit!! hehehe. yay!!!!

The gurls followed me to TM to look for a nice watch. And i have found one!! I'm so in love with it. Its a Guess watch. Silver and with diamonds..or should i say crystals? hehehe.. and i found a nice guess wallet too!! I like it but my gfs find the texture disgusting..hehehe... cos its like snake's skin?? something like that. Oh gosh i am getting all so excited already!!!

anyway i went to duwei's (xuefen's bf) house ytd to look at xuefen's rabbit. its called too-too. hehe. and its a she. and she's soooooooooo cute!!! i have the pics but my infra red is acting up on me.. grrr.. i'll upload as soon as i can k.. i'm not exactly an animal lover so when i say she is cute, then she has got to be cute. hehe.

ok ok.. essay time fazleen..

mystical? or just cosy?

I was supposed to meet pipi at 2 pm. but i came at 2.35pm!!! and he still called me Love. hehe. Isnt that wonderful??

Today was present hunting day! Wanted to get my dad a wallet. it was between Bonia and Pierre Cardin. Was about to decide on the Pierre Cardin one when he called and said that he wants a watch or sunglasses instead!!! and i spent 40 minutes choosing the wallet!! sheesh.

I was going crazy looking at the sooo many things i wana buy from Far East. Suddenly everything is nice and so tempting to buy!! but focus focus.. presents come first!!

But...i still cant resist certain 'small' stuffz.. so there you go.. i bought the accessories...!! see pics above!!

Oh btw.. my boyfriend is becoming an impulsive shopper. We went to a notebook shop and they have gorgeous notebooks.. so pipi saw this funky notebook which cost $16.50..and he said "its so nice...but the problem is.. i dont know what to do with it.." And guess what?? He BOUGHT it. and then he said "i'll write my formulaes inside" Gosh. and if thats not enough, he tried to influence me to buy a pair of sunglasses that i dont really need!! hahahaa.... thank god i was 'strong' enough!!

I had a great time with you. *ten points*

 

 

 

 

ok move aside everyone.. gimme some space to let out a huge PPHHHHEEEEEWWWWWW!!!!

yay!!!this week is over!! gosh.. been a 'happening' week!!

first it was the educational psychology presentation..
second it was the communication short test..
third it was my first microteaching session..!!

and finally i am done with all those!!
everything went pretty fine i guess.. thanks to God for that.
Microteaching was fun! Prof said that i am a small gurl with a loud voice and full of energy!! hehehe..

The holidays are here!!! woohooo!!! awesomeeeee!!! and pay day is just around the corner!! double the joy!!

today is my 59th mth anniversary!! one more mth to our 5th year dear!! pipi sent me such a sweeeeeeetttt msg that put an instant wide smile on my face!

i am watching newly weds-jessica simpson and nick. gosh. are they like FREAKING RICH or what!!!!!!!! goodness. the amount if clothes they have!!!! even the whole of tampines mall cant match up!!

and jessica simpson is so spoilt. yeah. you got it.

one ramly burger. kueh pulau pinang. cempedak goreng. otak-otak. hehe. woohoo.

it was yummy pipi!

i was a damsel in distress yesterday..
but my knight in shining armour came along..
and i became a happier damsel in distress.
*smilez*

yesterday was adrenaline rush. i was kinda late for my 8.30 class. and trust me, the lecturer is someone you wouldnt wana fool around with.. so i was damn scared that she is gona make a big fuss!!! creeped into class quietly and phew..she didnt say anything!!!

deepa and me share something intimate. hahaha. thanks babe. i owe you one!

my bro is going to indonesia tomorrow for his soccer. I have given up trying to convince him not to go. i mean hello... ur promos is soooo freaking near!! bro.. why cant you prioritise your studies just ONCE???!! if you think O's is like A's, you are so wrong. and its really your choice to believe your sis or not.

its the september school holidays and the boys are home!!! oh well.. hahaha. i am so jealous! my turn will come next week.. yay!!! *hold on fazleen*.. the tiring thing about school is the DISTANCE. goodness.

i cant wait for the one week break. here's a list of things i need/wana do..

1) buy presentSSS!
2) go to ikea to buy a nice desk and photo frames
3) develop convo pics and make a collage/put them in ikea frames..and hang them on the wall!
4) cycling with pipi
5) pizza hut with pipi
6) collect blue tooth adapter at ngee ann city
7) visit reny's sis and nephew!!

and here's a list of things i wana have for myself..

1) a guess wallet
2) a nice watch with 'diamonds'
3) levis jeans
4) nice skirts
5) a strong bag that can fit poshie
6) funky or sweet tops

finally.. here's what i MUST buy..

1) contact lens!!!
2) a good trustworthy umbrella

ok.. lets see.. with all the stuffz i listed.. hmm.. i doubt the next pay is enough considering i have many other commitments..!! oh well... slowly but surely i guess!!

I finally had my graduation studio shoot with my family!! It was so fun!!! hehe. My mum was sooooooooo excited. gosh. u should have seen her!! kalah pengantin tau!! she was adjusting her scarf every second!! and she kept asking the photographer if she looked ok! and she was super worried about ONE pimple. And guess what my bro said... "kakak.. now i know where you get your vain-ness from!!" hahahaha.. now that i think about it, yah...i'm exactly like her!! i got those vain, kanchiong, paranoid, fickle genes from her!!!! I got the hardworking, commited, 'loud-voice' genes from my dad!!! But overall it was so cool lah..my bros were sooo cute!!! and my dad didnt know how to smile! the photographer said he looked so fierce!!! hehehe.. it was funny! hahaha. i really hope it will turn out good cos its a 388 package. what a lot of money fr a few snaps!!! and for the record.. my mum is still wondering if she will look ok in the photo!!

lets wait and see!!! photos will be ready next week. oh and there were so many bridal gowns! gorgeous! oh when oh when will my turn come!

Had lunch at Arnolds with family. Bought a nice and cheap baju kurung for myself and some scarfs for my mum!

Reny..congrats on your becoming an aunt!!! you are now officially 'Makcik Bibin'!! hehehehe. :P

Did any of you catch TGIF just now?? it was on the topic of early marriages and young couples.. and there was this 19 year old gal who called in..and her husband is 40!!! wow.. interesting! hmm...

Happy Teachers Day to all teachers in the world!!!!

Thanks to all my friends who wished me.. mwah!

lemme share some stories with you..

Yesterday me and my bf were at tampines mrt station and i was toping up my ezlink. Next to us was this woman who seemed to be having difficulties with the machine. she looked quite lost and confused to buy a card..no one helped her.. so i told my bf that maybe we should give her a helping hand.. so my bf approached her and helped.. and guess what?? she just walked away after that!!!! she didnt say thank you!!! not even an acknowleding smile!! gosh. that is totally rude!!! I dun understand why some ppl just lack BASIC courtesy. argh. *shame on you woman*

just now i was sleeping in the train and i accidentally nudged the guy next to me. it was a malay guy who looked like in the late twenties. very smartly dressed. i was kinda paiseh after i nudged him..so i decided nt to sleep..(in case i nudged again)...then the guy got iritating cos he was spreading his legs and taking up my space!! you know what i mean? i was so squeezed man!!
ok thats not it.. he started talking to me!!! asked me questions like where am i alighting, if i am a student..what am i teaching and blah blah blah...i was quite stunned.*like huh? what? are you talking to me??!!* hahaha. turned out that he was an assisstant to the surgeon but now he is starting up a business cos he thinks that is a better way to make money. oh well.. he gave me a card and told me to call him when i am free!! *whatever*

so theres two types of ppl.. extra frenly and extra rude!

he smiled from a distance
the moment he was near, we hugged.
that warm embrace
that gentle touch
oh i so miss that
sweet love.. its magical..