so little time so much to do!

werk is piling.. boo boo boo. this is when i wish i am married. i will make sure my husband destress me. pipi... can u like fast forward everything?? so that 2009 will come in a blink of an eye!!

lalalalala.. its a blardy sunday for goodness sake! haiz... with great power comes great responsibilities.. RITEEEEEEEEEEEE...........

yes ppl, i cant wait for that one week 'BREAK'. hehe.

yesterday was a great saturday! me and pipi spent our time at east coast.. cycled for two hours i think.. we took the mats and minahs bicycle.. surprisingly, they are soooo comfy! felt a little bit like the erra and awie bicycle scene in sembilu.. muahahaha.. anyway, it was fun cos we stopped by to look at those sandcastles, cable ski and ppl catching jellyfish..!

i think the sandcastle thinghy is quite cool.. quite an interesting idea.. u can be fun and creative all the same time! and the cable ski looks a lot better than the one i had at batam.. haha.. but its so ex!

oh and i didnt know tt theres a lot of jellyfish at east coast.. we saw those 'regular fishermen' catch them with a rope and pail..they would swing the pail of water into the sea and catch the jellyfish.. aint easy i tell u.. need a lot of patience and arm strength... and they jellyfish were BIG! i have never seen such big jellyfish for real! but i still think the small ones are cute.. like so blop blop. hehe..

after cycling, me and pipi just lazed by the beach and enjoyed the breeze.. headed home and had a great conversation.. *winks*

and now its sunday. i'm feeling the boo-ness. haven played enuff.... wana play summore can....

this week is gona be the last school week for the term! yahoo!!! hooray hooray. at least no need to wake up so early in the morning... tho my eyes are now tuned to waking up by 8.30! i cant remember when was the last time i woke up at TEN!! hahahahaha. yikes. the coming week is gona be a short week cos of teachers day celebration and stuffz. i cant wait for the year end holidays.. its coming.. soon.. hehehe..

looking forward to the coming saturday cos i'm gona have my much awaited shopping spree! yay!

Teaching is always about giving, but never about giving UP.

Its been two months now that i am in the service. pursuing my passion and living my dreams. indeed its tough. real tough. many many times, i moan and groan. complain and sulk. but, i know that it is a special job. everyday is a different experience. everyday i learn new things. despite the heavy workload, there is one thing that i must really be thankful for. and that is great colleagues. in fact, i should say colleague-cum-friend. they keep me going. of cos, i am always thankful for the endless support from my family and beloved.

i know i love teaching. i can feel it within me. i feel very satisfied when my students do well. i feel happy when i can influence them in a positive way. i want to tap into what i love. precisely because of that, i have found a new sense of direction. an enlightenment. i have a plan and i want to make it happen. *smilez*

a vision to be realised.

it was such a long and tiring saturday. argh. sumtimes life needs some sacrifices.

some people come into your life without you asking for it
and suddenly they are gone leaving you with no reasons
you ask, what happened?
paranoia. lost. clueless.
why?

silence. is it a solution or mere escapism?
closure. never seem to exist.
kisses dont lie.
what the heart cant say the eyes cant hide.
patience is not forever.
ignorance kills.

sumtimes u want others to be happy
yet they dun seem to bother when u are sad.

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i watched firewerks again. second time within 4 days. hehe. not bad eh. this time ard it was with my gfs. darlingz gfs. mwah mwah mwah. had a great time laffing. reny so cute. always! she and her expressions and eagerness to explain every single thing that could possibly be explained! very the becok but very the entertaining and sincere! i love u lah.

so me and gfz have decided to fix the melbourne trip on the 8th dec. reny has been assigned to finalise the fare. so exciting.

i feel super lazy. planned to do some marking but cant bring myself to do anything else but slack. hehe. noti noti.

i have a pimple attack. no kidding. so irritating. the hormones this mth has sumhow decided to pop my zits. argh. pimplesssss, please go away. shoo shoo. and dun come back. i want to be pretty can. haha. *rolls eyes*

oh where'd u go..
i miss u so..
it seems forever since u've been gone..

yesterday was a great saturday.

we solved our issues. he gave me strength once again. i feel hope. i smell the sweetness of love. he is the one guy who can knock sense into me. he is the one guy who can make me feel like crap but come out stronger after that. he is the one guy who can force me to make a decision.

we watched click. good movie..good message and man.. the woman was hot! anyways, i have always liked adam sandler movies. so yeah. hehe. i wana watch lake house. anyone?

i got myself a top. hehe. yay. pipi said i could only go to one shop and must get out of the shop with at least one item. cos after our whole 'cold' season, he refuses to go shopping yesterday. i totally understand his rationale so i made do with ONE shop. haha. luckily i get to choose the shop. cos i sorta knw which shop has things that i would like. hehe.

we wrapped up the date with fireworks! it was beautiful tau!! 15 mins of sparkles in the sky.. so romantic. told pipi he shd propose to me there and then. and he kept quiet. after the whole display i just turned to him and said "yes, i will marry you".. and guess what he said.. "hmm.. ok.. when did i ask that?" and he smiled cheekily. told him that he didnt have to spell it out cos i could hear it from his heart. hehe. *mentelism*

so all in all, it was a very productive sat. reignited the love. found my hope. got a top. hehe. hip hip hooray. i am back to my original self.

national day, here i come. embracing the holidays with arms wide open. so need this break to catch up on work. *boo*

theres a gap sumwhere in btw. not sure what it is. we are at different stages of our lives. we have different concerns. different priorities. different views on some issues. you have time. i dont. you have freedom. i dont. you dont have stress. i do. see the difference? its not easy on my part too. i'm prolly the villain and you are the victim. maybe this is a challenge. a test for us to overcome. i guess its abt meeting halfway. i am trying. but prolly not hard enuff. but i still wana bridge the gap. in every way that i can.

i am trying to keep myself awake while waiting for pipi to come back home. feeling suppa tired rite now. almost went for a midnite with my bros. too bad my mum wasnt too happy abt it. besides, i feel like lazing in my bed.. finally the weekend is here. next week is gona be a short week. theres sch only on mon and fri! tues is celebration. wed and thurs is off days. coolness. but.. nt that i can shake leg! theres tonnes of things to do. oh well.. thats my life. busy woman. yep yep.

cant wait to go out tmr.

lets have a sinful weekend.

some days, u just feel wonderful
like u are at the top of the world
when life seems perfect and everything just fits
there is nothing more than u can ask for
cos it feels the best
when the air is fresh and love is sweet

some days, u feel lost
u start questioning so many things
the heart no longer feels
the heart is as cold as stone
nothing excites u
everything displeases u
something bothers u

so some days are good and some days are bad. enjoy and appreciate the good days. forget the bad days. close ur eyes. make a wish. i wish for good days.