Miss Fazleen and her Bio boys. hehe. they actually woke up really early just to send me when they couldnt even make it for 9 am class!

my family is the best thing i have.

i've been on a 13 hr flight. but i wasnt as bored as the 2 hr bkk flight!! SQ vs AIRASIA. hehe.

say hi to bangkok!

THE limousine.

in our limousine, in the way to hostel!

wat arun, bangkok

supposed to be an artistic angle. haha.

supposed to be an artistic angle. haha.

decorama wedding services

selamat pengantin baru abang hamza!

sugar and spice and everything nice!

i finally have short hair. *giggles*

to have all three now is a rare opportunity.

i love us.

by this time, we were tired and oily.

when elysha tries to hug her tante marlin and tante alin.

the fantastic four. haha. so corny.

skinny arms and pouty lips.

the two smallies. haha.

i miss suzie so much!

today i was supposed to do work. i ended up going to geylang with mum, aunt and cousin. but the good thing is, my baju raya is settled! yes!! a bit early rite.. macam kiasu also.. but i figured that once school starts my grad classes would be taking up most of my time and i wont have the time to look see! so since its the hols and i like the pieces, mite as well just get them and dun have to worry abt it anymore! phew.

i just need to get THAT bag.

my aunt has just arrowed me to write a biography for her company. geez. i must squeeze my brain cells for that.

two more days to bkk. my shopping urge is activated! wee`!

i finally went shopping! well not that i bought many things but i did get my bag!! the best thing is i can wear it as a long sling bag or a short casual handbag! killing two birds with a stone. yayness!!

oh i was surprised to walk into URS and saw their bags. cos they look SO like GUCCI bags!! the design is the same! just that its without the GG. haha. the two letters that makes a difference between a two-digit and a four-digit tag! gosh. so now 'GUCCI' is much more affordable! haha.

euni bot a couple of stuff. it was a productive shopping trip fr her. tho it lasted for only a few hours. cos nad, syidah and reny joined us for dinner. reminisced our tasmania / melbourne trip and discussed egypt! with nad's friend's EGYPT guide book! so best lah. we are all so excited now! just waiting for euni to know her school schedule and thats it. we gona get the tix and begin our PROPER planning. and mind you, we really plan. u'll be amazed. heh.

i'm soooo happy and excited. hehe.

btw, the trypsin experiment didnt work. i was so upset. urgh.

tmr is the LAST session for the holidays. i'm sooo glad!! finally. can focus on bkk.

gona meet euni again tmr to get my lancolm miracle in town. euni wants another pair of shoes. tho she got two just now! gosh!!!

euni and nad. yesterday was soooooooooooooo good. i'm so glad i spent my night with the both of you. it was LITERALLY hot! hahaha..

oh yeah baby.. me, nad and euni had a fantabulous time at samar cafe. ladies nite. arabian theme. belly dancing. so best!!! their ladies nite means.. its STRICTLY ladies. NO MEN allowed. BEST KAN!!! we can do WATEVER we want. haha. move aside guys.

the dinner buffet was so-so.. dont really fancy the spread but it was still quite ok..the drink i ordered was SO FREAKING SOUR! i am someone who lovesssssss sour stuff and can take sour stuff. but ytd was toooo much! like u can choke on wht sourness. which i did. no joke. u can only SIP slowly. and they served a whole glass. gosh.

the belly dancer was amazing! i was like "how the heck do you vibrate your whole lower body??" vibrate you know! not shake! i means shake is one thing.. vibrate is another!! soooo hot. my god. such an asset to be able to do that! then there was this other girl who danced soooo beautifully. very mentel! i like. hehe.

after the performances, the 'dancefloor' was open for us! at first i was damn shy! euni kept pulling me to dance and i was so trying to avoid. cos i am not used to the whole idea! since i dont club.. i wasnt very comfortable with dancing with the mass. but... euni managed to drag me into it.. and.. when i started i cant stop! haha. it felt great to dance to the arabian songs! wee weet. we were shaking our asses off. hehehe. we were told to unleash the sensual woman in us! haha. it was a night of expressing yourself. and we did! no men around.. so nothing to hold me back. haha. if not i will be quite shy. i think. haha.

we eventually left at midnite.. cos my parents wanted to fetch me. they were kinda worried. heh. good for me. no need pay for cab fare. haha. but i was so happy with my date with euni and nad! we are determined to do it one more time. well at least for me, its the next closest thing to clubbing! haha.

anyway its two and i haven done a nut. gosh. i feel like shopping real bad. i dont wana get clothes cos i will get them at bkk.. i feel like getting myself a perfume, a ladies watch and a bag. like a good one that can last me for a while. yeah. i feel like splurging on 'bigger' stuff. haha. how!! asik spend jer terok u know. haha.

sigh. shop or work. MY GOD.

all cosy and romantic @ Samar Cafe

my two hot dates

lets shake some ass!

me and the super sour drink.

nad and the masamness!

cheers!!

in this life
God has planned the journey for us
its a plot and we are merely acting it out
without knowing what lies ahead
we hold on to the beautiful past
we try to forget the bitter moments
we cherish the present
we hope for an ideal future
the things that happened
happened for a reason
no matter how cliche it may sound
fate has its ways
to make this life full of surprises
the twists and turns of the drama we are living

experiences shape a person
how you pick urself up from a rough patch
how you can remain humble in your better days
from everything that happened
there is always something to learn

i wish i am stronger
i wish i knew
but i'm lost in my own thoughts and dreams
of hopes and contradiction
the past, present and the future

where did i go wrong

i woke up to a beautiful saturday morning. tho it was almost mid-day, it was nice to just wake up and feel lazy. had a good shower and lunch was already prepared! my mum's really the best. i love her to bits. she's my greatest blessing. it makes me wonder if i can ever be a great mum like her. its amazing what mothers can do and will do for her husband and children. its no joke. to cook everyday. wash clothes. clean the house. faithfully and sincerely serving the family. loving the husband. educating the children. its a miracle how they make it happen. it takes a lot to be a good wife, mother and daughter at the same time. and for that matter, i think i am one spoilt daughter. i think i am pampered. heh. hmm..so how..i think i'd expect my future husband to pamper me too. good luck to him. hehehe.

meeting nad and euni later for some belly-dancing thinghy.. at samar cafe. heh. i duno wheres the rest of the girls! the chain msg didnt work! boo. wonder where the message is stuck at. but anyways, its a sat nite..i should go have some fun. heh.

so many things to do. bleargh. especially the prelim papers. gosh. just thinking about it makes me tired!!!

anyways..

anyone been to bkk and have any tips for me?

the bunch of wacky teachers!

the unmarried ones who are gg to bkk. *two teachers not in pic*

the day i went to the zoo. i love it!

Wow. when was the last time i blogged!! gosh.. i miss my little bubble of thoughts soooooo much.

well i tried to blog a couple of times but i kept getting problems logging into my blogger account! whats up with that rite!! boo!

anyways, its a great morning today. decided not to go to school. for once! it pays off to stay at home cos my mum cooked up a big breakfast for me! yay. i hardly have breakfast by the way. so its heavenly to have one! motivates me to do my work!

so lemme see.. since the last i blogged, whats been gg on..

well, school or work (whatever u call it.. hehe)is as 'happening' as before. it never ends. especially when u are taking graduating classes. my sec 1s and sec 3 NA did well for their Science.. my graduating classes broke my heart. yeah. its really scary! there's infinite things to do to prepare them for the Big O. I'm especially worried for my pure bio class. Me and them. We are the only ones responsible for the Bio grade. *gulps* but i will take it positively and give my all to achieve the best.

My family and friends been great. one by one getting engaged or married. heh. whats new! we are 24! oldie mouldy! me and my bestie finally spent some time together. i am so glad tt we did cos i really missed her and missed being close to her. i'm so glad tt the closeness is restored! yayness!

i'm heading for bangkok next week. so excited cos i wana shop! with eight other colleagues!! so syiok rite. so grateful to be blessed with awesome colleagues! makes my working life much more meaningful and exciting. hehe. all the bachelors and bachelorettes unite! muahahahaha. *evil lafter*

i swear i am itching to shop. theres sale everywhere!! but i have been resisting so many things since i am gg bkk. if bkk turns out to be a disappointment, i will go on a spree in singapore! giggles.

so how have u guys been? heh. miss me? aww. i miss u guys too. *winks*

i cant wait for my bkk trip. but at the same time, i want time to pass by very slowly cos i wana really savour every second of the holidays!

cherish your youth. be happy. achieve. excel. stretch yourself.

back to work :)