oh i finally got a pair of heels!! best lah. cos my cinderella size feet is super tough to get shoes. closed toe heels.. i like!

i also like this other pair which is slip ons but it seems weird to buy two pairs in one nite. cos usually, i can hardly even find one! hehe.

today is a good day! i feel happy :) such a simple pleasure in my routine lifetsyle. hehe.

the eyes speak what the heart wants to say.
the heart feels what the eyes potray.

gosh i so miss tasmania and melbourne. took some time looking at the pics at work just now and reminisced those beautiful days in dec 06. i cld feel the heart squeezed with a strong desire to relive the moments.

and it sumhow boosted me to look forward (even more)to my end of year Egypt trip. Its gona be a different experience this time around. Firstly, its a diff combo.. (with euni not joining and xuefen and syidah and sis joining) Next, no driving.. traveling by trains.. thirdly, no luxurious serviced apartments.. just hostels!! fourth, no greenery.. all brown. fifth, no cooking..we gona eat out! sixth, its really winter!! seventh, there'll be language barrier! oh gosh. thinking about it makes me so blardy excited can!

anyways, dreams aside.. went to geylang just now. finally. my mums been pestering me to get curtains with her. so we finally bot it. and the apek so cheeky. hehe.

dad's bday is cmg and he's yet to tell me what he needs or wants.

my bday is cmg too and you should know what i want :P *winks* *not shy*

went around TM just now... browsed thru sum pretty stuffz.. i like...!! so nice :)

i want... can?

temptations temptations. trying to resist. patience.

the more i think about it, the more i believe.

talam ubi. pandan tart. kueh bakar.

sambal goreng pengantin. nasi rawan. hainanese chicken rice.

stress!!

i miss my girls. babes... when are we gg out for dinner or stg?

i'm craving for my fav biscuit. esp during the fasting mth. hehehe.

a couple more weeks of puasa. looking forward to raya. hopefully everything will turn out well and smooth. wonder how it will be.

feeling warm and fuzzy.
sweet.

today, i woke up at 2.30 pm!! is that crazy or what! gosh.. thank god my mum is so understanding and lets me sleep that long. i guess i was really tired from all the work and fasting.. so i was really 'paying off my sleeping debt' and it feels soooooo gooooooood. hehe.

supposed to look for heels, but plan aborted. now i am just slacking away, waiting for five o'clock to go to my grandma's place. cant wait. my mum made cream puffs! i like! me and my mum went to get the bday gift for my cousin's daughter. went to toysrus and man.. theres soooo many toys tt a kid can has! i started thinking of what kind of toys i will buy for my kid. hehehe.. if its a girl, i'm so gonna get the tiara and wand and angels wings and dressing table and cooking pots.. haha. play doh looks so fun too. hehe. if its a boy... i didnt think! hahahaha. so biased.

i'm starting to think of what i should wear for the annual staff dinner end of next month. gosh, its only about a month away. not tt it is such a glamourous event, but i guess, since i have no more proms, this is about the next best thing. haha.

i wana eat a lot today.. lets fatten up!! hehe.

my favourite biscuit. i like.

been almost a week of fasting! how time flies.. so how has fasting been for you?
so far it has been pretty allright for me.. tho sumtimes i seriously feel so drained out when the final bell goes.

been such hectic two days with school stretching till five.. and its gona be like tt everyday this week. long long week. short term motivation: break fast at my grandma's place on sat.. an annual family affair which i truly enjoyed cos theres loads of food.. and good food. this time, it coincides with one my cousin's daughter's bday and i have no idea what to get her.

my cousin already called me up to ask for ideas on what her daughter should make for her show and tell session in school! she's like 4 years old and supposed to make stg out of recyclables and talk about it. i suggested puppets but my cuzin thinks its too troublesome.. and guess what.. now, ME have to go and help her daughter on saturday when i come over. heh. not that i mind.. i'm looking forward actually. her kids are fun to play with. and i can do what i like.. which is entertaining the kids! haha. actually its them who entertain me. just cos i teach, everytime i come to visit, they will play 'teacher teacher' with me! and they will take out all their stationery and files and what nots.. wah.. penat lah layan!!

i think if i ever become a mum one day, i will be spending all my time talking or playing with her (assuming and hoping and wishing it will be a daughter).. hehehe.
insyallah. hehe.

i have a fren who works as a preschool teacher. and he is surrounded by beautiful kids every day. how lucky.

well, i'm surrounded by funky teens. heh. i was far from cool in secondary school. geek in the pink.

been thinking of the things i need to buy..

1) super high heels ... i shd just get from tangs studio since they have my size. a friend recommended Aldo. i mite give it a try.

2) bag.. when is suzie ever gona go new york!! i need to kirim her the bag already!

why i need more cash this month:

1) gotto pay for my air tickets to Egypt! *now i am feeling the pinch*

2) got to give HANG BAOs *and i have so many cuzzins for that matter*

3) dad's bday (no idea what to buy yet)

what i wish to have by end of year:

1) a new wallet * coach? *

2) a pair of sunglasses *i love deepa's bvlgari sunglasses*

3) a blink blink *ehem ehem*

4) my targeted savings in my bank!

5) a great great holiday that can recharge me for 2008!! *egypt egypt egypt*

6) enough sleep to compensate for all the late nites *and i mean LOADS*

7) better domestic skills *for my future*

8) a new wardrobe *running out of clothes already*

i am sure the list above will stretch as weeks go by!

woohoo!

today marks the last and first.

my biggest transition.

lets believe. hope and pray. dream and desire.

absence makes the heart grows fonder? or out of sight, out of mind?

sumtimes, shit happens. but theres always a reason behind it.

time and distance can be a test of your love.

u can be living happily with someone for many many years....but can u also live happily without that someone? when u realise that u cant, then u'd realise how much u need her and how much she is a part of your life. and u'd wish so bad that u can be with her again. but, when u can carry on happily without her in a very short time, then its obvious that the many happy years is easily replacable.

just my random thoughts and feelings.

these days i have been really emotional.

tears keep rolling down.
i feel drowned in sadness.
even i myself dont understand why i feel this way.
i hope its just pms. cos i hate this feeling.

the school holidays hasnt been much of one. been going back to school everyday. for 1001 reasons.

egypt plans are getting more firmed up. i'm really excited about it.
the more we plan, the more thrilled i am.
few more weeks to the end of the academic year. how time flies.
even 2007 is coming to a closure.

been fasting the past few days to 'pay back' my 'debts'.. gona have to fast all the way to the actual fasting month. sheesh.

i'm looking forward to ramadhan as it is a good month.
this year, i hope ramadhan will bring me peace and answers to my prayers.
insyallah.

the whispers of my heart. can you hear it?

i slacked my weekend away.

sat was teachers day. so i deserved to rest the whole day. its MY day. *smiles*
met marlin for dinner. good food, great company and bot a top! yay. i have been spending so much these days. urgh. over my budget already!!

today i went to have my egypt meeting. sad news is greece has been omitted from the plans due to several constraints. sigh. never mind.. on a more positive note, that will motivate me to go to greece AND turkey for my next trip. haha. june 08. haha.
*so fast day dream already*

we did our budget and planned our itenary for aswan, luxor and alexandria. by then we were damn shagged. apparently we are having too many days now. haha. what do i do for five days in cairo? isnt it a tad too much??? haha.

went to bik imahs place to pick my mum up. all my aunts were there. and boy was it a fulfilling 3 hr stay! i was given SO much advice on how to find a husband, traits of a good man, how to make a marriage work.. what ticks and what not. haha. and i got views from ALL angles. and i mean all. R21 kind. haha. even the censored stuffz! gosh. my aunts are soooo open with me. a bit TOO open. haha. i was like laffing like mad! and my mum kept saying " eh u talking to bio teachers u knw... not paiseh ah.."
haha.. whatever!! i think only my mum was embarassed. haha. the rest were obviously not. heh. interesting family i have indeed.

picked up my dad from his workplace and here i am blogging about my super slack weekend.

busy holidays coming up.

oh i finally trimmed my hair. yay.