today was such a busy day. 3 consultation sessions in the morning. back to back from 8.30 to 1.00. followed by khai's assignment. and met up with the agent. and went to the bank. finally. insurance is settled. and the long overdue task is also done. finally there's time to do all these. phew.

just made coffee. so much stuffz to do. esp when tmr is an all day outing. cant wait to feast.

i'm ready to shop. haha. but i haven found a suitable time yet. such a tight schedule this term. really cant wait for may to start planning proper. *winks*

it doesnt feel like day 2 week 1 at all. somehow it feels like week 4. i'm super tired. argh. haven been eating much too. gfs planning to have lunch on friday.. nie buddies planning to have dinner.. hmm. ONE holiday. so many plans. weow.

chatted with vannessa for a while ytd. miss her and my other two nie babes. sigh. miss nie so much. its HEAVEN there. hahaha. depsite the much dreaded travelling time, nie was such a breeze. u are neither teacher nor student. hehe. a nice in between.

van is so lucky..babe i'm so jeles lah! i suggested bora bora for her short getaway and she fell in love with the pictures instantly. haha. who wouldnt! at least she has plans for some short getaway! i dun even have ANY plans for ANY getaway. seriously frustated about that. haiz. pathetic nyer...

and i just realised i haven been shopping for THREE months. so long! maybe my mum's words is coming true.. just shop once in six mths. gosh. eww. maybe i need a shopping spree. been too long. i dun even have new clothes to wear to work. and the black heels is long overdue. and the wallet too! grrr. i have no idea how i managed to survive three mths of no shopping. somehow its appeal has faded.. and i am worried abt that! how can i lose my love for shopping! stg is SERIOUSLY wrong here! this is SO not me!

i need SOMETHING. ANYTHING. argh. ti rejuvenate me.

been a while since i..
1) jogged
2) shopped
3) cooked
4) chilled with my gfs
5) swept
6) swam
7) sleep early

gosh. wat on earth have i been doing then. watever.

ytd two of my good friends got engaged. gosh. its kinda overwhelming. one after another getting engaged or married. even when i surfed frenster, so many ppl from my batch put up engagement or wedding pics. suddenly i feel a tad old. geez.

its kinda scary. being in the 20s is so full of transition. from school to work. from student to teacher. that itself is full of challenges and a whole lot of changes. prioroties. expectations. wants. needs. desires. mentality.

and for many of my friends, from being single, to engaged to married. and if they have kids soon after, from a daughter to a mother! i think that wld be the greatest leap. geez.

ytd my favourite B told me that the sad truth is that once u get married.. slowly the friendship will fade.. and friends will drift apart cos everyones busy with their own committment. tho i think this is somewhat true, i am trying to deny the possibility of it happening.. i started to imagine how it wld be like a few years down the road.. i cant imagine losing contact with my girlfriends.. cos i grew up with them..went through so much with them.. its sad to think tt one day, we mite not be as close as how we used to be.. and i made a promise tt i am not gona let that happen. no doubt we prolly cant chill and hang out as much, but on important occassions, we shd still meet up and catch up with each other. we should still remember each other birthdays and occassionally just drop an sms..

sigh.. now that i think abt it, i thank God that i was given the chance to spend some really good times with my gfs during my youth.. like travelling to melbourne, tasmania and egypt..i'd NEVA forget the experience..and even the small stuffs like spending time after work...our annual hari raya visiting affair..our frequent 'deep' conversations about 'life'..hehe. aww..i'm feeling so nostalgic now. cant believe i will be turning 25 this year. so adult. but i dun feel like one at all. haha.

so i went to mas's sis's wedding.. i like the concept for the dias.. very girl... trying to get ideas for mine..tho i think its prolly gona be whitish/cream kinda tone..mas suggested arabic theme.. haha. belly dancers? hahaha. well, we'll see.. lets look forward and time will past much faster that way.. and then May comes and its busy time ..."

cant wait. anticipating with a smile each day.

sweden. norway. spain. swiss.

i like. soooooo much. *smiles*

its great.

i really wish i have a holiday plan. xf and nad have already bot their tix to europe. oh how i envy them. urgh.

tonite i am gona lie in bed and stare at the ceiling.

thinking.

are u thinking of me cos i am thinking of you.

wishing. missing. wondering.

sleepless. and shit. that sad song is in my head. i hate this time of the month.