i wish i can run away and hide somewhere right now.

i want to be in white desert and staring at the stars again.

where all the troubles seem so far away.

a tad fast.

finally out on a saturday! no chem-therapy session.. went to town to get my Mother's Day present.. thank god we found the bag that my mum wanted.. luckily you saw it! it wasnt a wasted trip after all! despite the expensive parking charges. sheesh.

and urs truly finally got a wallet...decided not to get the coach one and settled for Braun Buffel..its in Grey..sounds boring huh.. hahaha.. but it looks not too bad to me..*winks*

and today, i was pleasantly surprised. up and around..!truly appreciated. thank YOU so much..i'm sure u could see how excited i was.. hehe.. *smilezzz*

i am so glad we have conceptualised one of the most important things .. i'd do the admin work soon.. *giggles* the only way to get the best outcome is through open conversations and good communication..lets keep up this habit.

and... not forgetting of course..Happy Mother's Day to the angel who had brought me to where i am now.. MUM.. you are the best thing in my life.. thank YOU for EVERYTHING.. and i know nothing can be more than what you have given me thus far.. we LOVE you.. *muakz*

watched 'what happens in vegas' just now.. i likeeee.. its so my type of show.. very light hearted.. romance comedy.. i had such a good laff..

some of the stuffz tt i like from the show..

"i'd rather do nothing and be happy than do something and be miserable"

"i've always tried to please others yet never feel good enough..but its when i tried not to please you that i found myself"

"my future ex ex wife" - go figure.

next in line..iron man.. sex and the city..

6th May 2008.

One of the biggest decisions I had to make. and i am so glad its settled.

such a stressful process. i couldnt even sleep with a peace of mind. and needless to say, it was hard to focus on other things.

now i can finally breathe. *inhales*

fickle. its a trait that will stick with me prolly for the rest of my life. heh.

we wanted to watch Awake. was so looking forward to it. only to realise its no longer showing. n we only found out when we were at the cinema itself. was super disappointed. and we were not too keen on the other shows that were being shown.

ended up walking ard. bought a pair of heels. *yay* nad bot crocs! hehehe. she was one happy woman after getting the flats.

met up with reny for a while at almajlis. we chilled for a while before she had to go off. reny always cheer us up with her antics. heh. she's one cute hot babe turning into a makcik *giggles*

came back feeling so tired... sat in the train.. been some time.. observed the people around me.. started thinking about stuffz. hate my thinking mode. i will start to imagine things and worry unnecessarily.sigh.

friends come and go. will there be those who come and stay.. will it be as good ten years down the road..

before and after. why such distinct differences. isnt it supposed to be a good thing. isnt a good thing supposed to be for the better? or am i being judgemental. maybe i am. but sumtimes superficial things do matter. and small gestures make a big difference. sumtimes i think i am too idealistic. and i dun quite like disappointments. especially those that i think are avoidable. oh well.

its not a perfect world that we live in. we make the best out of the imperfections.

good luck.