i am undecided about too many things. this or that. or neither. sigh.

wedding preps are going fine..gifts hunting is almost done. waiting for a common free day with my dad so that we can go to JB to look for some stuffz. searching for gifts have proven one thing. i'm SUPER FUSSY. wahahaha.

the scar that i hope will go away.

went for yet another colleague's wedding.. so i've been to park hotel, conrad and trader's hotel in a period of two weeks. another church wedding cmg up. and i have yet to visit mas. argh. i feel so bad. been so busy going around looking for the wedding gifts. today, after many hours of walking, i found my watch. i MUST thank suzi for recommending the brand Folli Follie to me. cos i never knew of this brand till my pretty cuzzin told me about it. i had asked her for any watches to recommend and the first thing she said was "Folli Follie". and i was like wat? is that a lollipop or stg??!! so yah. for those who have nvr heard of this brand, i can totally understand why. they have only three outlets in the entire of Singapore, all of which are in Orchard. the design originates from Greece and according to Suzi they are pretty popular in US. they've got nice accessories too. so u mite wana check it out at Takashimaya.

I still have not fallen in love with any bags. bleargh. i am looking for a white leather handbag tts everlasting. nad says its the season of not so interesting bags. but i did like this particular bag from Sabrina Scalla. but its not so appropiate as a wedding gift.

and i STILL have not found my bridal heels!! my buddy recommended me Loe and Behold. Went to the website and its pretty nice! so i mite go into details with it later. Brides-to-be, you can check out the website too! just google Loe and Behold. LOL. hehe.

i'm feeling it. so fast.

faridah and zaid finally tied the knot. to celebrate their ten years of love and the many more years to come. i cried during the video montage. they had pics of them since JC.. and all the way till now..the montage was a recollection of good old days.. down memory lane.. some pics just touched me at my softest spot and instantly made me all teary eyed.. the grad pic reminded me of our NUS days..how we struggled for three years before being able to wear the very huge graduation gown and flip the mortar board up into the sky.. but it was a wonderful three years in NUS.. the day that we went out to suntec in our gowns and had our pics taken.. the aussie pics reminded me of 2006..our first ever holiday together and i swear i think about it everyday! been two years since our aussie trip but its still fresh in my mind and i really really miss our aussie days.. the egypt pic reminded me of my holidays last year.. how i badly needed the trip to get away from singapore and had a breather after all the rollercoaster ride in 2007... how time flies. another one married. somehow i crave for those days when none of us were married and we talked about how stressful working life was..! no wedding talks. no reno talks. no house talks. just us and crappy jokes.

i felt a tad touched cos i realised how their true love gave them strength and patience to wait. not everyone can do that. and i am really happy for them.

to fa and zaid, may you both have a blissful marriage and let the flame burn strong forever.

yesterday was a sinful feast at carousel. the lunch buffet had a huge spread and all so yummy. i ate till my cheeks felt like two big fishballs. it felt heavy whenever i smiled! hahahaha. did a bit of window shopping..the carpark charges rose to a freaking 13 bucks! for 5 hrs. horrible. disgusting. argh.

today is graduation ceremony cum prom nite. officially bidding my form class 5B goodbye. *weeps* had a really wonderful experience having them as my 'little' kids. i will so miss them..! hopefully my next batch of kids would be as great if not better..

xf has gotten a house! woohoo. so in the end, everything falls into place. *smiles* congrats girl. now u have ur own love nest. *winks*

talked to an old fren ytd. interesting things revealed.

tmr fa is getting married. to the love of her life. congrats to you lovebirds. hehe.

i really miss my aussie and egypt holidays.

of pots and pans. i bot one stainless steel cooking pot ytd. wahahaha. its pretty big. 5.2 litres. as if i wana cook wat like that! anyways it was a good brand with good quality. quite a fun experience choosing the pot with all the other aunties, makciks and housewives.. hehe. they were so excited! i wld only feel that excitement if maybe zara has sale or stg. haha. not over pots and pans. or maybe i shdnt speak too soon.

met up with jas and lat ytd...best nyer.. sooo long didnt meet them. talked abt weddings and financial planning.. and gave each other updates in our lives. i'm happy that both are doing fine and settling down soon.. its abt time! i miss the rest of the TJ clan. today is Azmins birthday and i couldnt find his no in my HP!! argh. I know Azmin prolly wont read this but HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyways! i miss crapping with u.. and sharing thots with u.. hehe.

attended my frens wedding just now. old time fren. she luks so sweet and pretty. wedding dias and food done by Decorama. heh. i had no one to bring to the wedding cos HE is not in town and none of my frens knws this fren. so i had to drag my bro along. wahahaha. watever. better than gg alone.

looking forward to a colleague's wedding tmr at Park Hotel. wee.

i realise that i am less of a camwhore now. seriously. i dun go ard taking pics non stop anymore. i used to be the one always with the camera. but not anymore now. and i think i am more 'private' now. i dun write too much of my personal life anymore. i used to always do that and my MSN nicks always have stg to do with my personal life. i think somehow along the way, i have learnt to be more mindful abt wat i 'expose' and keep certain things to myself. if theres any intimate thots or feelings that i wana share, i figured that i dun need to share it with the whole world. i'd just share it with my closer ones. maybe this change is cos i'm getting older. WAHAHAHA.

brought ah fen to my place just now.. gave them a tour inside and outside the house. hehe. enjoy the whole process of house hunting babe! its tiring a whole lot of fun! hopefully u will be my neighbour!

i'm so HAPPY that my two buddies have given birth!!

CONGRATULATIONS to...

kima and adil for the arrival of their little hero, Aiman Haqqi!!

Mas and Darny for their darling angel, Mustaqim!!

its BOYS galore. hehehe.

I am so happy for you both!! and I will visit very soon! now let u all rest first k.. I'm sure it was a tiring process! hehe. May you guys enjoy parenthood and i'm sure u guys would make great mummys and daddys. hehe.

fa is getting married in two weeks time.
kima is giving birth anytime. so is mas.
happening kan!
i am turning 25 in 8 days time. gosh. i so dun feel like 25. i feel 21.
so many weddings this month!!!! must set up wedding fund already..

i went to takashimaya the other day with my parents. went to a couple of shops. needed to look at stuffs for the gift exchange. spotted a watch, bag, bracelet, ring and a pair of bridal shoes. met ah fen aft tt and showed her the stuffs tt i shortlisted. she approved all except fr the heels cos its not nice enuff to be that ex. haha. its 284 bucks. but i love it. ahfen likes small dainty things. i like big chunky things. oh well. must look ard some more. esp fr someone as fickle as me.

i had a great time on sat. feastful lunch at seoul garden. was brought to the newly opened marina barrage. it was the first day they opened. so crowd was bad! but anyways, its a pretty nice place. i can foresee it being the next esplanade kinda thing. and i had my first rivertaxi ride from merlion to clark quay and back. sweet.

my voice cracked as i read out those words. if u noticed. but i know from the look on ur face, ur heart was touched.