its near.

and i just wana savour every moment before the big day comes. theres so much in my head and mind and heart these days. i'm feeling happy, excited, sad, scared, nervous.. all at the same time.

i'm happy of cos as i am looking forward to spend my life with that special someone. i'm excited cos its gona be another meaningful transition in my life. i'm sad cos i'm gona shift out of the house and be a so called 'distant' daughter. i'm gona miss having my family with me all the time. i'm gona miss chilling and crapping with my bros late at night during sch holidays. i'm gona miss my mums nagging and my dads not funny jokes. i'm gona miss having food laid on the table when i come back from work. i'm gona miss being spared from housework. i'm gona miss all the wedding preps as i already am missing the reno preps. i'm gona miss feeling busy for reasons other than work. i'm gona miss being a girlfriend and a fiance. i'm gona miss being 'single'. i'm gona miss my girlfrens. i'm gona miss the freedom i have to chill with them till late nite. i'm gona miss gg on holidays with them.

but like wat a dear fren said..it will all fall into place and things would be ok. insyallah.

and like wat my cuzzin said just now.. its all about learning to adapt. and i know for sure, its easier said than done.

i pray that i can adapt fast and adapt well.