It was such a fantastic day! great way to 'wrap up' my CNY holidays.

me, vanessa, prameeta, deepa and shaun went to kusu island today to do our bio field trip project! met a classmate, Jenny at the pier. thanks jenny for being such a great help with the camera! kusu island is a small and peaceful island where u'd love to have a nice romantic picnic with your beloved. The reefwalk was a good experience...! lots of beautiful corals and sponges to see!! the boat ride was sooooooo syiok. cool wind against your delicate skin and beautiful scenery... its like one of THE moments.. and and and.. the moment we got off the boat, there was FIREWORKS!!! yes!! again!! twice in five days! how wonderful is that! anyways, its so pretty that all i needed was someone to propose me there and then!! hahaha. YEAH RITE.

thanks saify for recommending me the reefwalk excursion.

thanks dear for fetching me from woodlands and driving me all the way back to tampines.

went home to receive the news that my bro was dropped from the national team. i was initially quite happy cos i thot that would mean he can focus more on his studies. but, on second thot, i feel really sad for him cos soccer is his passion. his love. his dream. and to have that taken away, its really painful. i just hope he wont give up on other things. Adik, as i have always believed, everything that happens, happens for a reason. God knows best and perhaps, he has pther plans for you. Dont see this as the end of the road but see it as a beginning to something new. look at the bright side ok.. and seriously, A's is not easy. so, now, u have more time and energy to commit to your studies. *hugz*

ok, someone is waiting for me to call!

oh he's coming home today... *smilez*

it feels so good waking up on a monday morning not having to go to work.

I'm happy that i have been sticking to my resolutions throughout the first month of 2006. May the enthusiasm and determination stays with me all year round..

me doing some face painting.. xuefen, does the picture ring a bell??!!

farewell get-together.. courtesy of marlin's camera.. suzie, these pics are especially for you..

i am traumatised. feeling like a complete failure.

its 'surprising' how some people judge me. sometimes it hurts..sometimes i dont give a heck. some say it into my face as tho theres nothing wrong. i duno what kind of vibes i sent to people but i cant please the whole world.

i am feeling really lousy.

tho i didnt cry
my heart was tearing apart
could you see it in my eyes
could you hear it in my voice
maybe i am over-reacting
but thats only cos you mean a lot to me

never mind the sadness
everything will be fine
pursue your dreams
its the best thing you can give to yourself

the farewell get-together was sweet and meaningful. tho we joked and laffed, we each know that deep inside, we feel the sadness. we feel scared if things are going to change. but being best cousins, we believe that love will keep us together. it was a 'perfect' get-together cos we were surprised with fireworks at esplanade. it was beautiful. made the moment really special.

me and marlin bought suzie a pretty diary for her to pen her thots and of cos, remember us.. me and marlin made the first entry in the diary.. "27th Jan.. the farewell with beloved cousins" we both wrote something special for her. take it with you around the world k suzie. the diary will be a witness to your whole new experience.

my bf is leaving for cherating too. all the way till tuesday. oh how lonely my CNY will be.

gona miss Mr R.J a lot lot.

geisha on tues was cancelled.

in her shoes on wednesday was postponed to i am not sure when.

i really want to watch a movie. and i am in a desperate need for retail therapy. but i dun see either of them happening soon. this feeling sucks big time.

i am feeling really sad. wana know why? cos 2nd Feb is coming. In my little brag book, it says "Suzie's Departure"

Me, suzie and marlin are meeting up for a farewell get-together tomorrow. for the first time, i am not really looking forward to meet up with my cuzzins. thats cos i know its gona be a sad one.

suzie, i am really gona miss you when you are gone. i do. as much as i wish you would stay, i know u would go. so what matters is i want you to know that i love you.

the two presentations are finally over. i'm so so relieved. *phew*

lazing on my cosy bed. it feels so good to just relax in the pinkness of my room. my room is where i seek solace..my comfort zone, my greatest bubble.

today is my bro's bday. My first Bro. Happy Birthday adik..! i cant believe u are 18 already! my 'little' bro is a fine young man now...hahaha... i cant wait for you to go NS...*evil lafter* ..
On a more sisterly note, all the best in everything that you do..no matter how old you are, i will always love and support you in every way that a sister can. *hugs*

get well soon mr RJ. *winks*

i have something for you peepz..

"i am a man. If jason's son is my son's father, what relationship am I to Jason?"

you have one minute to do it. :)

a productive saturday. managed to do everything that i planned to do.

went for shikin's birthday bbq. made me wonder when was the last time i had a REAL birthday celebration. prolly my 17th. or 18th. after that, my birthday always clashed with my exams. grr. when i have my own kids, i will try to plan it in such a way that they will have their birthdays during the first half of the year. feb is a good month. non-exam period. haha.

met up with fizah after a long time. your top flatters you gal.. it was great catching up with you! we should go out one day.. for movies or shopping!

had a late dinner with pipi and his family at simpang bedok. *blush*

girls.. so are we going for a movie on tues or thurs?? *headache*

three presentations next week. wow. i'm gona be a busy bumble bee this weekend.

poor bf is under the weather.

i need to go shopping. cant wait for a retail therapy session.

i miss my gfs. mwah.

my darling gfs dining.. look at our happy faces.. the one thing we all love.. FOOD!!

had a fantabulous time just now. we sat and talked and talked and talked. we laughed at each other and with each other. *smilez widely*

no one can take our special moments.

i really like the motorola pink phone. really really. hot pink. doncha?

a couple of things coming up.. Mendaki Grad Appreciation Tea, Posting, CNY holidays..!

i could not sleep the whole of last nite. its so irritating. i was so tired yet so awake.

weekends was good simply cos i got to spend time with family dearest. went to the new SIA clubhouse. its so cool! i love the gym! hehehe.. my first time with the threadmill. *so jakunz* looks like there is no need for a condo. hehehehehe.

i love my family. mwah.

the sun is finally here. woohoo. rise and shine.

as i stood along the walkway
i stared into the sky
the smell of fresh air
the brightly lit park
the simple pleasures of life

take a second of your day
enjoy what surrounds you

embrace life.

if there is ONE thing you could steal from me, what would it be?

i sent this sms to some of my friends and these are their replies..

1) my eyes - if you dont mind the 275 degree and slight astigmatism
2) my smile - *smilez*
3) my positive outlook - optimism makes life feel a lot more meaningful
4) my earrings - nooooooooo... please dont steal them from me...*precious*
5) my handbag ( the one i brought to JB) - its werth stealing? hmm..
6) Haziq (my bro) - NO WAY
7) my lap top - dun even think about it! my lap top is my baby...my precious precious baby.
8) my ability to conjure western cuisine - so cheem...hehehe... my ability is only average lah!
9) my personality (except for the fact that i go gaga over cute malay celebrities) - i am over that gaga phase!! *more mature now..ahem ahem*
10) my beauty and intelligence - wah..i'm so flattered by this man.. thank you thank you..hehehe
11) my hair - if you dont mind the fact that its thin!
12) my ability to stay happy when i am under stress - oh you dont know how loud i scream into my pillow when i am stressed out.. and how much i complain to my bf!

so what would YOU steal from me?

i found another formulae that can make me happy.

jogging + good dinner with girlfrens = happy hormones

i had a good time with the girls yesterday. laffed over dinner.. laffed after dinner.. hehehe..
we had our gift exchange affair. baya got my gift. ..*a long necklace* i got euni's gift... *pink white and red* i love them so much!

so sad syidah couldnt join cos of shifting house. gal, when are you gona invite us for your open house?? hehehe.. cook for us something k.. hehe. * i am so not shy*

i just bot a nice pink notebook for myself. its called "My Little Brag Book".

what a lazy rainy sunday afternoon.

pimples. argh. why!

second day of school. slowly settling down. many assignments due by mid feb. thats cos ...come end of feb, i'll be doing my practicum. *this werd gives me the shivers*