tho i didnt cry
my heart was tearing apart
could you see it in my eyes
could you hear it in my voice
maybe i am over-reacting
but thats only cos you mean a lot to me

never mind the sadness
everything will be fine
pursue your dreams
its the best thing you can give to yourself

the farewell get-together was sweet and meaningful. tho we joked and laffed, we each know that deep inside, we feel the sadness. we feel scared if things are going to change. but being best cousins, we believe that love will keep us together. it was a 'perfect' get-together cos we were surprised with fireworks at esplanade. it was beautiful. made the moment really special.

me and marlin bought suzie a pretty diary for her to pen her thots and of cos, remember us.. me and marlin made the first entry in the diary.. "27th Jan.. the farewell with beloved cousins" we both wrote something special for her. take it with you around the world k suzie. the diary will be a witness to your whole new experience.

my bf is leaving for cherating too. all the way till tuesday. oh how lonely my CNY will be.

gona miss Mr R.J a lot lot.