i had my first bio lesson just now. with my sec 3 express. it went on pretty fine..except for the part that i was really blur abt the technical stuffz.. things like connecting the lappie to the projector and making sure the video input was in and stuffz... gosh i am such a nut with all these stuffz. thank god i have my AVA rep! and my CT was really helpful too.. :)

i am in love with the school song. its so nice!

may this week be a smooth week for me.

one week of school had just passed. its been a tight week. i'm busy bumble bee once again. *winks* gona start teaching this mon... kinda nervous... but really excited and looking forward to it! trying to settle down and get a comfortable working pace.

its my sacred weekend. i spent my saturday with love. feels good and refreshing.

pink panther is so funny. hehe. had such a good laff! i wana watch final destination 3.. anyone wana?

i miss chatting with xuefen during OFFICE HOURS. heh. babe.. how u doin? hope everything is fine..

first day at school.

everything went on fine and it was a good first day! *alhamdulillah*

the school has a gym! *hmm* the lower sec kids play the keyboard for their music lesson! how cool is that. one keyboard each ok! so lucky rite..!

looking forward to tomorrow. may i have many more good days to come!

i'm aching. so very tired from all the standing at the exhibition. two more days to go. endure endure.

i am cherishing the moments before i go into the pressure cooker.

i wish i can settle down already. sigh... wat a long long way to go..

i finally treated myself to a shopping spree. and my oh my.. it was one of the fastest spree i had! bought four pants within an hour and two tops and a dress within half an hour!!! madness!!!

oh.. lemme share a story with u... a conversation with one of the saleswomen during my shopping spree..

saleswoman: are you guys married?
me: hah?? no! of cos not!
bf: no lah auntie.. where got.. we still so young..
saleswoman: nowadays young people also married already what...so young now also got pregnant and give birth..
me: *hmm.. okayyyyy.*
bf: so how old u think my gf is?
saleswoman: 16?
me: HAH??? no lah... i'm way older. i'm 23.
saleswoman: ARE YOU SURE?? SO SMALL! wah like that even more can marry what!

hmm. i didnt know i can still look 16. and married. heh.

anyway, the next four days are gona be hectic. grr.

four reasons why i am extra happy today:

1) my tuition kid scored 29/30 for her A-Math test!!! *keep it up girl*
2) bought myself the PINK motorola phone! *adoring it. loving it*
3) got my tuition pay..! *yay*
4) bought myself a printer-scanner-copier machine! *invesment for my teaching career*

what a great combo for a valentine's day!!

hmm... feels like its been quite a while since i last blogged. anyway, hows everyone??

i am happy to say that i am feeling a lot better now. hooray!! the past few days have been such a boo boo cos of so many factors.. but lets not talk about it cos everything is fine now.. yay!

i had another chat with suzie a few days ago.. she's really homesick.. :( take care of urself cuzzy... remember to eat rice tau. awak tu dah lah slim.. nanti not enuff energy!

oh guess what?? i woke up to some good news.. i got a tuition assignment!!! woohoo!!! i couldnt believe it. see..surprises come when u least expect it!

drove to pasir ris just now all by myself. i know its not a biggie for some of u.. but for me who has almost given up on driving, its a BIG achievement!! and.. the best thing is, i figured my way all by myself! tho i was initially a bit lost, i mananged to find my way thru! so thats double happiness!

the weekend was such a blah. spent both saturday and sunday doing an essay. how eventful!

i cant believe that this will be sorta my last week in NIE. few more days and i'm off to practicum! i'm so gona miss NIE.

my pay is in.. so....yeap yeap... up next : TREAT MYSELF. hooray!!

i miss Mr R.J.

i finally jogged!! after a week of not doing so due to me feeling a bit sick. eight rounds of the stadium! yay! happy hormones are back. its so refreshing. i feel ALIVE. hehehe.

today has been better than yesterday. thank god.

my throat hurts. boo.

Valentines Day is coming. so anyone celebrating? i dont celebrate but can i wish for a diamond ring?? pretty please with sugar on top. *winks*

some people are just really selfish. really pissed.

its been a really bad day. been in foul mood thruout.

PMS. i hate PMS.

Makes me want to snap at everyone. makes me cry for no reason. i feel like screaming. i feel like running away.

thanks for cheering me up a bit just now. i'm sorry that i am such a weakling during this time of the month. for those who became my 'victims', i am really sorry. i will try to make it up for the other three weeks of the month.

its horrible. terribly horrible.

xuefen, thanks for all the sweets and drinks! the CNY visit to xuefen's house was good!

fa looks cute with the bangs. :)

syidah, get well soon.. :)

oh.. guess wad. for the first time, fa forgot her camera! so yeah.. no photos! boo!


i appreciate it when i am appreciated.

i am flattered when i am remembered.

i am honoured when i am respected.

for every person whom i teach, i learn as well. for everything that i learned, i am thankful. for all that i am thankful for, i hope it makes me a better person.

special moments. it is worthwhile.

i hope to touch hearts.

oh gosh.. its a complex mix of emotions.

firstly, i had a great day with pipi. we watched chingay for a bit..! quite an interesting experience as it was my first time! bought a pretty top. so, that makes my day too! thanks pipi for being so entertaining just now.

oh, let me mention this. i was really pissed with this sales person from a particular shop in orchard. i decided to not name the shop as it wouldnt be nice. anyway, me and pipi were just browsing through some tops for guys.. they have really nice prints tho. first we were at the 'long sleeved' section.. then we moved on to the 'short-sleeved section'.. then we moved on to the 'tshirt section'.. now isnt it PERFECTLY NORMAL to tour the whole shop and look at everything??

but no. this sales person was like "what are you actually looking for?" . and he said in a very insulting tone. black face.

so we told him that we were just browsing.. and he was like "first you were looking at long sleeves, then short sleeves, then t shirts.. what actually do you want?" and again, this was said in a sarcastic and mean tone. and he gave this look which says "whatever. not that you can afford anyway."

i was really pissed when i saw that look. i gave him the BLACKEST face ever.

what is WRONG with you SIR??

me and pipi swear we will never go to that shop again. NEVER.

k that horrible person aside.

SUZIE WAS ONLINE. read that.

i was OVERJOYED. chatted with her for a while... then i told her to chat with her bf. oh man.. the short but sweet chat makes me miss her even more!! kuzzy, you have elysha's bantal busuk to sniff and hug when you miss her and HOME!!! dont worry .. it will all be fine after a while. please go online more often. i miss seeing you online EVERYDAY!

next, is my practicum posting. i am going to Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School. Its in Pasir Ris. Quite obviously. Its a relatively new school and i am definitely looking forward to offer my service to the school. wah.. so optimistic!! hahaha.. oh well.. we cant change anything, so lets make the best out of everything. besides, if god has answered my prayers, then this is prolly the best for me.

i am thrilled and also freaking out at the same time. the excitement and the fears. the pleasures and the challenges. oh gosh.. time passes by so fast. felt like i just entered NIE, and now PRACTICUM. oh god, please help me clear this phase. i pray for your guidance and strength.

tomorrow i am meeting my gfs to visit xuefen's house for CNY. cant wait. so excited. lets take loads of pics. but then again, we always do!

i'm happy and sad and excited and worried and a bit angry and missing so many people!

i love my life cos its full of love.

Anyone wants tuition? Biology/A math/E math.

i haven jogged this week. cos i am not feeling too good these days. maybe its that time of the month.

asked pipi a million dollar question. and he gave a two million dollar answer. *smilez*

between a need and a want..
NEED: a 3-in-1 machine..copier + scanner + printer
WANT: the pink moto razor fon

maybe by some miracle, an angel would send me the pink fon on valentine's day. hehe. YEAH RIGHT. BIG FAT HOPE. heh.

just came back from sending suzie off to dubai. it was a painful moment. a sad one. we hugged. we cried.

i cant believe she's gone. as i am typing this, i recall the first time she told me about her plans to fly with emirates. at that point, i was not too worried. but things became more real when everything was confirmed. those conversations we had online about 'to go or not to go'. how we both cried as we chatted. and of cos our farewell get-together.

i'm really going to miss you cousin. everyone is.

i will pray for your health and well-being. remember what i said, each time you miss me, look at the moon.. cos i'll be looking too. and one thing for sure, i'll always be missing you.

yes yes.. it's Reny's!! *envious*



at fullerton lobby..

at fullerton toilet..

at fullerton staircase..

again..

while thinking of where to go next, SNAP. hehe.