oh gosh.. its a complex mix of emotions.

firstly, i had a great day with pipi. we watched chingay for a bit..! quite an interesting experience as it was my first time! bought a pretty top. so, that makes my day too! thanks pipi for being so entertaining just now.

oh, let me mention this. i was really pissed with this sales person from a particular shop in orchard. i decided to not name the shop as it wouldnt be nice. anyway, me and pipi were just browsing through some tops for guys.. they have really nice prints tho. first we were at the 'long sleeved' section.. then we moved on to the 'short-sleeved section'.. then we moved on to the 'tshirt section'.. now isnt it PERFECTLY NORMAL to tour the whole shop and look at everything??

but no. this sales person was like "what are you actually looking for?" . and he said in a very insulting tone. black face.

so we told him that we were just browsing.. and he was like "first you were looking at long sleeves, then short sleeves, then t shirts.. what actually do you want?" and again, this was said in a sarcastic and mean tone. and he gave this look which says "whatever. not that you can afford anyway."

i was really pissed when i saw that look. i gave him the BLACKEST face ever.

what is WRONG with you SIR??

me and pipi swear we will never go to that shop again. NEVER.

k that horrible person aside.

SUZIE WAS ONLINE. read that.

i was OVERJOYED. chatted with her for a while... then i told her to chat with her bf. oh man.. the short but sweet chat makes me miss her even more!! kuzzy, you have elysha's bantal busuk to sniff and hug when you miss her and HOME!!! dont worry .. it will all be fine after a while. please go online more often. i miss seeing you online EVERYDAY!

next, is my practicum posting. i am going to Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School. Its in Pasir Ris. Quite obviously. Its a relatively new school and i am definitely looking forward to offer my service to the school. wah.. so optimistic!! hahaha.. oh well.. we cant change anything, so lets make the best out of everything. besides, if god has answered my prayers, then this is prolly the best for me.

i am thrilled and also freaking out at the same time. the excitement and the fears. the pleasures and the challenges. oh gosh.. time passes by so fast. felt like i just entered NIE, and now PRACTICUM. oh god, please help me clear this phase. i pray for your guidance and strength.

tomorrow i am meeting my gfs to visit xuefen's house for CNY. cant wait. so excited. lets take loads of pics. but then again, we always do!

i'm happy and sad and excited and worried and a bit angry and missing so many people!

i love my life cos its full of love.