good morning people..

i'm up so early on a saturday morning cos i am gg to school later! soon in fact. haha.

the exams has started. but, i still have one more week with them mainly to finish up the syllabus and revise! kwakwakwa. counting the days!

my dad turned 48 yesterday! Happy Birthday ayah!! Thank you sooooooo much for ensuring that our family is always well taken care of! and personal thanks fpr always sending me and fetching me from work!!! really really appreciate it cos it saves me so much time and energy! and money too. haha. but then again, i pay quite a bit for the car what! hahaha. i love you DAD!
I bought by beloved dad a Kenneth Cole watch. thank god i was 'free' yesterday nite. thats why i could go get my dad's present! and thank God i found something that i like for him too!! cos u know how tough present hunting can get! i really hope my dad likes the watch!! hehe. its nice lar.
*smilezzzzzzz*

ok dokiez the time now is 8.10. i better rush. class starts at NINE!!!

* i hate my sleepy attitude. cos its creating a lot of problems* do u have any suggestions on how to control oneself from sleeping?

its a saturday but there isnt much to be happy about. cos this weekend is sooo packo. a lot of werk to do. getting busier as exams get nearer. boo.

fasting is going to start tmr. hence, today i shall binge at Pizza Hut. cos i always crave for Pizza Hut during fasting! hahaha. so its kinda like a 'safety procedure'. muahahahaha.

to all muslims, Selamat Berpuasa. May the holy month be a blissful month for all of us. and may God give me the strength in school. *behave in class.. dun let miss fazleen shout too much*

have a good saturday ppl. kids, STUDY for exams!

one after another. argh. anything that can go wrong will go wrong. murphy's law always holds true.

tired. pissed. sad. disappointed. hurt. guilty.

whatever.

time to focus on work.

love others the way you want others to love you.

today wasn't a good day. lessons weren't great. long long day at work. issues. sigh.

two questions on my mind.

1) what kind of a teacher am i?

2) what kind of a friend am i?

a good teacher. what does it mean to be one? what does it take to be one? what is it that students look for in a teacher? what is it about a teacher that makes students feel happy and interested when she steps into class? i have seven classes. each and every class is unique. different set of characters and different ways of dealing with them. i have yet to find out that secret magic formulae to being a good teacher. at least, a good one in the eyes of the student. nothing beats the feeling of having students telling u that they enjoy ur class. i wish i am that good teacher. tho i might not be one now, i believe that one day, i would be able to unravel the secret to being a good teacher. of course i hope that day would coem soon. meanwhile, i'll keep on learning and take everything with a pinch of salt.

then how about me as a friend? a good friend? what is a a good friend? one who is there for u all the time? one who shares ur joy and sorrow? my idea of a good friend is sumone whom i can talk to and listen to. someone whom i know i can turn to when the whole world collapses on me. if i wish for such a friend, then question is, am i that kind of friend? have i been there for my friends who need me? have i been too busy with my life that friends feel neglected? i've been busy for the longest time that i can remember. since secondary school, i have always been busy. busy with school. exams. it doesnt end. but, the difference is, throughout those busy periods, friends were always there. we stood by each other. the cruel thing about working world is that it has a high potential of drifting people apart. i wish i can spend every saturday with friends. but sumtimes, due to work demands, i have to make unpopular decisions. i feel sad. but i dont want to keep feeling sad. i know work can sumtimes put a strain on other issues. but i also know that there are other important things in life that matters. to all those reading this, i just want to say that, if i haven been the best of a friend should be, i give u my sincere apologies.

my hectic period would be over soon. and do let me make it up. i promise. no matter how busy i am or how distant i may seem, just so u know, it doesnt mean that the frenship is of less value to me. a strong frenship withstands the test of time and it survives obstacles. i believe that for me and you, my special ones, ours is a strong frenship. there may be glitches along the way, but we'll find each other again. promise.

i'm feeling suppa excited for so many things!

just came back from my second discussion session with my gfs abt the melbourne trip. we figured that we would not have much time to meet up during fastingmth and aft fasting it would be raya and by the time we knw it its end of nov and coming to dec! so yeah.. it mite seem a bit too early to discuss abt the trip but considering whats coming up, better be early than late. haha. kiasunism.

i'm excited for the trip. DUH.

i'm excited that the fasting month is cmg. esp now that my dad is painting the house! he is having a one week break and he is fully maximising this time to paint. so that fasting mth can relax a bit. painting is very very tiring ok. tried and tested! all the painting has put me into the mood fr ramadhan and raya.. haha.. preparation for raya i mean! now i suddenly feel like buying my raya bag and shoes and wat nots.

this week went by soooooo fast. gosh. blocked nose.

had a super long day.. but it was all worth it.. cos i was there with my drama kids for their final showdown at victoria theatre.. they put up a great performance and miss fazleen is so proud of them! for all their hard work and intensive rehearsals, it all paid off!! i could see the happy glow on their faces after the end of the first performance... too bad i cldnt stay for the night performance.. but i am sure it was perfect! hehehehe..

it was quite cool to be an observer at the backstage.. with the oh-so-many performers, the make up artists and stage crew... the back stage is such a 'happening' place.. or shd i say chaotic.. hehehe

i am so glad that i am in drama.. i love drama.. i lover performing arts.. my colleagues in drawa are fantastic and the drama kids are so fun to be with.. so thank you God!!

 

ok 'kids'.. i know you guys have found my blog.. so i might as well make use of this to remind u all to STUDY HARD and STUDY SMART for the coming ST test!

For my sec ones.. the topics are:

1) forces
2) pressure
3) work done
4) states of matter

Go study the notes and worksheets k.. its already saturday!! wait no more!

i cant believe its friday. oh gosh. time flies. real real fast. boo.

pay day is coming. yay. yay. *giggles*

had a great evening ytd.. a simple dinner, a relaxing time and a bus ride home. its the small things in life that makes it beautiful. *lalalala*

oh man.. tmr is monday already! and that means my holidays is over!! yeap yeap.. this one week september school holidays is not exactly a break.. the only difference is that i dun have to wake up at six and reach school by 7.15 to sing the national anthem.. other than that, i am still having some extra classes with my kids and bringing my drama kids for rehearsal! their big show is coming up on next tues.. kinda excited for them! its very fun to be in drama club.. i learn a lot abt drama.. and considering that i myself am into these kind of stuffz, i guess i can say that i like my CCA! hehe.. i have been playing since thurs nite! so by rite, i should be recharged for a brand new week! *evil lafter*

my cuzzin asked me what bag i am getting for raya. seriously, i haven really given a thot abt raya. i have two baju kurungs at the moment... not sure when i am gona get my kebaya.. IF i am getting one that is. the bags and shoes.. all not on my mind at the moment.. whats on my mind?

1) the kids
2) final year exam
3) melbourne trip
4) pipis bday
5) 6th year anniversary

...long list rite!! tsk tsk.. and every item on the list is damn blardy important! *faints*

Oooh.. i feel sooo lalalala.. simply bcos i just cleaned my room!! It was getting too messy and dusty and everything was everywhere! thank god the september holidays are here!! finally had the time to restore the natural cosyness of my room.. hahaha *blueks* so its all pink and purple with a tinge of strawberry sweetness.. *giggles* the only thing is.. i wonder till when this cosyness can 'last'. haha. cos the moment i start school, i wld have so much werk to do that my room would turn into an 'office' again. and office state is boo boo!

i had a good time with pipi ytd.. went for a short shopping trip.. bought two dresses and thats about it! i so wanted to get tops but i swear there wasnt any tops that attracted me! so disappointing rite! oh well.. *shrugs*

oh gosh.. i have been wanting to blog since yesterday .. but was too tired and went to bed! got so much to say.. but its kinda late now and i have to wake up early to send my kids fr drama tmr! ok in a nutshell...

1) Happy Teachers Day to all teachers! Let's give ourselves a pat on our shoulders for working so hard and enduring all challenges for the sake of our kids..! Thanks all who made my first teachers day a sweet and memorable one.. :)

2) I cant wait to go melbourne! up to date, the tix has been confirmed. leaving on the 5th dec, night flight and coming back on the 16th.. *winks* spent the evening with my gfs discussing and planning the trip.. wow.. theres so much to think about!

3) The devil wears prada was nice! good message.. an issue that i can relate to, to a certain extent.. my first midnite tau!

4) i cant wait to shop tmr. but at the same time i am feeling soooo super duper ultra mambo jumbo guilty cos i just paid a bomn fr my melbourne ticket!

yeah, so tmr i shall share more ... now i better go sleep.. goodnite everyone..