Tuesday, December 26, 2006

i had a super duper boring day! while everyone was out on christmas, i was home feeling super yikes. everyones got their own plans and my bf is not in town. sigh. spent the day looking at my lappie.. forced myself to do some work. tho theres loads, i just didnt have the mood today. kept thinking of gg out.. but had no one to go out with.. so sad rite.. sigh.

but luckily my family decided to go to my aunts chalet at nite.. and voila.. without even thinking, i agreed and changed! i was just so itching to get out of the house. and man... there was so much food at the chalet.. i ate and ate and ate.. haha.. felt soo full and contented. food makes me happy. oh and also i got to meet dear elysha. she is really cute and smart. heh. played with her till i sweat man.. see the pics and u'll see what i mean!

kak awin is so lucky to be blessed with such a princess. i hope i will be as lucky too. i love kids!! especially girls cos we can doll them up! plus, i have three bros .. so i kinda have enough boyz at home! but i still love men. dun worry about that. haha.

so glad today is tuesday.. pipi will be back in the wink of an eye. hehe. i am soooo gona make use of this week to spend time with my loved ones before work starts and drowns me!

i am so awake rite now. sheesh.

beloved kak awin.


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elysha and her version of 'twist'..me sweating!


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elysha luvs her mum. and i luv her. my bro extra!


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Monday, December 25, 2006

I have always thot that grand weddings are a waste of money. why spend soooooo much on a one night affair when u can spend the money on a wonderful honeymoon..

well.. so i thot until i attended a chinese wedding yesterday. i have never attended a chinese or hotel wedding. yesterday was my first and it was a good learning experience!!! hehe.

i hate to admit that i actually like a hotel wedding!! *blushes* i love the ambience and the whole concept. guests seated. bride and groom graced in. beautiful music. great food. performances. speech. toast. interaction between the newly wed and guests. snapping of pics at every table. i find it more real. more meaningful. and the fact that i sat there for three hours made me feel that i really attended a function!! worth my one hour of dressing up at least! haha.

but of cos the downside is the cost!! so ex man. now i understand why the hang bao is so big! haha.

well i guess its every girl's dream to have a fairy tale wedding. its possible of cos if u have a rich prince charming. or u urself have surplus of cash. haha. otherwise i think a moderate one is good enuff. a hotel wedding and a great honeymoon would prolly be the perfect scenario. its my wishful thinking i guess... its prolly either or for me. and of cos i'd still choose a great honeymoon! hehe.. well, the hotel wedding has nevertheless inspired me on how my wedding would be like. even if i dun have the luxury to have it in a hotel, i'd still prefer to adopt its concept. hehe. like copy paste and tailor suit to a smaller cost. hehe. *blueks*

thanks ryan for inviting me!! have a blissful marriage!

merry christmas to all.

its a beautiful sunny day. go out. shop.

Friday, December 22, 2006

i miss my holiday badly. especially in the middle of the nite like this. i just looked at the pics again and everything just came back... i am missing every moment of it.

i was sooooo damn sleepy earlier on.. dun know why but felt so tired.. prolly cos i woke up early just now. pipi is now in Malaysia... i'm so jealous that he is away with his cousins for some rafting and sporty kind of holiday in perak.. haha.. i know i had my share but i am still jealous. kwakwakwa. i miss him already. sigh.. he'll only be back on wed.. today is only fri. boo. my plan is to just keep myself busy with work. theres loads to do by the way since school is gona start real soon...

i did some reflection on 2006 and thought of how to improve myself in 2007. heh.

highlights of 2006:
1) discipline in spending ( i surprise myself at this)
2) determination in saving ( i am soooooo happy that i met my target)
3) trip to tasmania and melbourne ( really worth it)
4) frequent shopping sprees ( may not be WOW kind of shopping but enuff to keep me happy)
5) managed to reward myself with some 'babies' that i have always yearn to have
6) officially a teacher
7) special and meaningful moments thanks to teaching

bloopers of 2006:
1) time management ( i worked really hard tt it was tough to keep up with the loves of my life)
2) skipping meals ( hence the round face no more)
3) late nights
4) procastination (very bad i know)
5) lack of exercise ( does climbing up and down the stairs in school count?)
6) not very updated with current issues ( very bad also i know)
7) lack of fruits ( well generally i am not a fruit person)
8) stingy with myself ( i tend to think infinite times before i buy myself something!)
9) stress (but then again, since when was it not stressful... haha)

so... based on the bloopers, i am brainstorming on my list of resolutions. heh. i generally have an idea of it.. just that i need to do some fine tuning.. hahaha.. will only put it up nearer to 2007.

ok dokies.. i better get back to sleep. need to be awake in two hours time. theres sec one registration later!!! cant wait to see the new kids on the block. hehe.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

before i left for my trip, my table was really clean and empty. today when i came back, it was full of books!!! new books and all the extra copies of the exam papers!! i should have taken a pic of the before and after. heh. but anyways, i didnt let that affect me cos i was just happy to be back. kinda weird rite. but yeah, i was in high spirits. hehehe.

ok peepz, i finally have the time to blog abt my trip... ok here goes..

i expected myself to cry at the airport.. but i didnt. maybe cos i already cried the day before in the TRAIN when i was with pipi. so silly rite. hmpf. then i also cried loads when i was at home... a few hours before my flight.. didnt know why but i was really really really sad. felt silly again. so i guess, i kinda got tired of the tears.. i was so excited at the airport..

so many ppl sent us off. every one of us had our family there.. but of cos, Nad had like a whole troop i tell u.. like want to go haji like tt.. so cute.. oh pipi's family and his mum's bestfren sent me off too! touching kan.. haha.. it was the first time ever that his family met mine and its definitely what i have not imagined it to be. i mean.. yeah i know they would have to meet one day.. but at changi airport terminal two row 7?? haha.. so weird!! anyways, they seem to get along well.. so i am more than happy!

the flight was bad cos i felt sick on the plane.. wanted to puke and had a terrible headache. i didnt eat anything cos the airplane food kinda stink.

when i first touched down melbourne, it felt so surreal. i couldnt believe it was happening. but anyways, we flew to tasmania and got ourselves a toyota camry. damn nice!! felt so good driving it. heh.

tasmania is really beautiful. its really really really quiet there. apart from the very small towns, theres hardly anyone! haha. we practically drove around the whole of tasmania. from hobart to port arthur to freycinet to launceston to cradle mountain and back to hobart. for those who have been there, u'd be able to picture the route. the driving was intense.. every journey was at least 2.5 hours drive!! but it was all good cos the scenery was gorgoeus and we always entertained ourselves in the car. heh.

tasmania gave me a very unique feeling.. because of the barren-ness, it made me feel like the whole world is mine.. like me and my frens are the only living things on earth. seriously, as i drove, all around me was just land, hills, mountains or lakes.. even if theres houses, i couldnt see people. except at the 'city' area of cos.. but even so, for a city, its really just so quiet.. i loveeeeeeeee the peacefulness and the calmness of the place. the night sky was amazing.. the stars shone so brightly against the real dark sky. i can still remember how pretty the stars looked in the middle of the nite.. not to forget, it was very very cold in tasmania... its like winter in new zealand. sheesh.

in tasmania, we did a couple of trekking.. climbed up a mountain.. not tt high tho.. but tiring enuff!! haha.. but the view from the 'top' was worth it.. we went on a chairlift at the Cataract Gorge at Launceston.. overlooking the gorge and lake.. real nice.. visited the historical site at port arthur.. went for a ghost tour which didnt scare us. haha. we were so distracted by the coldness that we didnt catch the ghost stories. haha. we also went to the caves and waterfalls.. the caves was nine degrees cold and it was an underground cave. it was my first and it was really impressive. the moment i entered the cave, i felt like i just stepped into an enchanted place.. like one of the pages of the fairy tale story books.. the rock formation was really amazing.. long thin droplets of solidified calcium carbonate looked like the fireworks falling on u.. an experience i cant forget.. oh, we also walked around this lake called dove lake.. it is one BIG lake i tell u... we took about 2 hours to walk around it.. and guess what. the walk is called 'great SHORT walk'. RIGHT. haha. its great allright.. but its definitely not short.

oh i must not forget to mention this. i got a ticket for speeding in tasmania!! can u believe that!!! my first ticket!! the limit was 80 and i was only driving at 94.. and before i knew it, the police car was behind me.. i was shit scared ok.. but nad and fa were so amused that they actually snapped pics of the policecar!! anyway, the policeman was real nice.. he gave me a warning and allowed me to do an illegal u-turn on the highway cos we were gg the wrong way. phew.

and of cos, me and my gals almost missed our flight back to melbourne.. heh.. can u imagine.. the whole plane was waiting for us... and the staff even had to personally look for us at the airport.. found us and reported us to the security department over the walkie talkie.. and we had to run like mad to the plane!! sooooo embarassing!!!! so like fugitives!

ok, so we got back to melbourne.. really different from tasmania.. we were so used to being the only car on the road tt the traffic jams in melbourne city was overwhelming for us.

melbourne is a great place too.. definitely more ppl and buildings.. hehe.. less mountains but loads of things to see and do..

at melbourne, we went strawberry picking.. so syioks tau.. we had to pay only two bucks for entrance and we could pick as much as we want! just that we gotto weigh the strawberries before leaving and 1 kg costs 12 bucks.. but of cos.. we didnt quite do that. we plucked and ate! haha. i think everyone there did the same thing. it was super worth it. we ended up with 30 bucks worth of strawberries which lasted us three days.. we had them with chocolate dips for a couple of lunch! haha. really sweet tau.. yummy.. they looked so pretty that i didnt feel like eating them.. just wanted to stare and admire them.. haha. we also went horse riding!! one and a half hours on the horse.. we went through the forests and along the valleys and vineyards... soooooo fun!!! i had never been on a horse so it was a bit scary actually!! but it felt so good to be riding and appreciating the beautiful nature at the same time.. i felt like i was living in a story book.. AGAIN!! haha..

we also went to see the penguins at phillip island.. they are sooooooo cute... small little penguins coming from the sea.. took their on sweet time to walk to the land.. and they moved in groups sooo very slowly.. hehe.. so cute tau. they started walking in only at around 9 pm.. so we had to wait for them in the open.. by the sea.. very very very very cold!!!! too bad we were not allowed to snap pics.. at phillip island, we also went to the nobbies... wah.. so damn nice man.. huge waves splashing against big rocks.. and there were seals on the rocks.. wah..i love this place really really..didnt feel like going back..!!

and of cos, we drove along the great ocean road and went to the ever so popular twelve apostles.. we reached there in the evening when the sun was setting..oh man... i was just tooooo happy that my dreams came true.. i have always wanted to see the twelves apostles.. and i did.. and i felt sooo satisfied.. like a sense of achievement.. the moment i saw it.. i felt that all my hard work paid off... the apostles were amazing. it is such a beautiful sight.. the cliffs.. the waves.. the vast ocean.. the tranquility of it all.. i was so quiet when i was there.. cos i was seriously appreciating every second of it and enjoyed being mesmerized by its beauty.. i wanted to soak in the feeling.. heh.. u shd ask the girls how i 'tangkap feeling' ( aka be drowned by the atmosphere and surroundings) .. i love it so much that i asked the gurls to go again the next morning.. and this time, i had a morning view.. much more clearer and brighter.. i am glad i went again! thanks girls for letting me!!

besides all those nature stuffz, the city was pretty interesting..its a very busy and crowded city.. with trams and cars and horses all at the same time along the same road!! *slaps forehead* but i like it nevertheless.. shopping was fun.. especially for souveniers.. haha. i got myself a billabong handbag, a pair of sunglasses and a top.. got all my loved ones stg special and nougats for many ppl! hehe..

all in all, the trip was really really something that i can never forget. it was a great first experience and the best thing is, we didnt fight!! i am so proud of us girls.. that we made it..!! we cooked yummy dishes and we figured our ways out.. ( many many thanks to euni and reny for this) and we also spent within our estimated funds!!!

thanks girls for making it happened. we should do it again. next stop: europe or middle east. just that i hope the next time ard, the rest of the gang can make it!! it would be perfect.

seriously, theres much more to the trip that i would love to share.. but i think the entry is getting a bit too long.. shant bore u further with my grandmother stories.. let me just show u the pics cos a pic paints a thousand words...but yet nothing beats the eye!!

with mum and bro before i took off!!


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super excited in the plane..smiling so widely..


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hobart airport, tasmania.the start of the journey!


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our domestic flight.. melbourne to tasmania


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woke up to tis beautiful scenery.taken frm our bed


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at the jetty right across our cottage..i like!


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port arthur, tasmania..we were cold!!


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posing DURING the climb.. muahahaha


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wineglass bay..freycinet, tas..aft a tiring climb!


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honeymoon bay..freycinet, tasmania..spot us!


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tamar valley... launceston, tasmania


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dove lake..cradle mountain, tasmania

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sunset at muirs beach..freycinet, tasmania


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i just love the sunset..


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king solomon's caves..tasmania..


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the long winding road..tasmania


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Monday, December 18, 2006

the lake, the mountain and a big strong branch..


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with the rocky mountains at tasmania..


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at nelson falls.. tasmania


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strawberries i love!!


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meet Kat, my horse..


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one of the many lookouts at mornington, melbourne


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i was really cold.. big waves at the nobbies..


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the nobbies at phillip island..


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at london bridge.. and yes it did fall down!


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the apostles in the morning...


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the apostles at dusk.. which was 9 pm..


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another two of the twelve apostles..


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the busy melbourne city


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last night chilling by St Kilda Pier


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hey peepz. i am back. muahaha. for better or worse. *bluekz*

anyways, i had such a fantabulous time in tasmania and melbourne. its THE holiday. worth every single cent!!! oh man.. so much to share abt the trip.. i am uploading photos now and be prepared for a long entry and many many many photos. haha. rite now i cant really talk so much abt it cos i need to get ready for work. yes. W.O.R.K. back to reality indeed. oh well, life goes on and as per normal from the moment i touched down on saturday. hehe. but but but, honestly speaking, i AM rejuvenated. the holiday did wonders. and of cos the bonus too. haha. i had a really awesome break and its time to welcome 2007 with enthusiasm and optimism. time for reflection on 2006. heh.

stay tuned for the details of my trip!

mwah.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

just came back from the office aka work aka school.. finally i am done with the stock check. got my deployment right before i left. lets not talk abt it now. cos the only thing i can think of is the trip. yeah man.. a few more hours.. still got some last minute thinghies to do.

i'm kinda nervous. hate this feeling.

people, please pray for my safety and well being k. dun think i'd be blogging again till i come back. heh.

to my family, pipi and friends, i will miss u all! miss me too yah.

australia.. here i come!

Monday, December 04, 2006

time check. 11.57 pm. i cant believe its less than 24 hrs away to my flight. ok lets not get all too excited. maintain maintain.

went to school in the day to settle some stuffz.. spent the afternoon with him while running some errands for my trip.. and oh yes i made my new specs!!! yay. finally i am not so dependant on my 'natural' eyes.. haha.. if u knw what i mean... oh i must also say this.. the guy at the specs shop at tampines is extremely nice! his service is excellent! i told him tt i need to get my specs as soon as possible cos i'd be flying off tmr nite.. so he explained that by right, it needs two days for him to get it done. i gave him a desperate look and he promised to try his best to get it by tues 8 pm. he said that worse come to worse, he would drive down to the main shop (where i think they make the lens itself) himself to collect for me. he gave me a pretty good price.. from 130 to 80 bucks! hehe. i think i could have gotten a better deal but bcos of desperation i didnt bother. plus he already made special arrangements for me to get in time.. so i agreed and paid full deposit.. and guess what.. three hours later the shop called.. and my specs was ready!!! cos the guy drove down to the main shop to deliver my order and got it done! yay kan! anyway, i dun know if its really true tt he did all that but it doesnt matter.. cos the point is, he got it ready in the shortest time!! anyway, me so happy that i took a pic of me with the specs. haha.

i have soooo much to do tmr. need to go sch. need to get stuffz.. all the last minute tiny weeny bits.

oh, amidst it all, i am actually very worried cos my mum just hurt her eye.. accidentally poked it with stg and the sclera tore.. the doc said she is lucky it didnt hit the cornea. but anyway, she said it bled quite a lot and is still painful.. so now i am very worried.. argh. how to go australia like this.. feel so worried for her.. i pray that she will get better. insyallah.

my bro and my new specs. haha.


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Sunday, December 03, 2006

oh man.. what a busy sunday.. woke up late morning.. cleaned up my room.. yippee!! finally i got rid of the paper bags from the mild shopping i did for the past few weeks.. phew. did my heaps of laundry.. all the baju raya.. yes yes.. a bit late rite.. haha.. whatever!! continued packing my bag.. went to TM to get toiletries. i cant believe they dun have sunsilk shampoo and conditioner in small bottles! i practically went three watsons, three guardians, one safe superstore, NTUC and three supermarkets to find them!!! and NONE has it. argh. they used to have it kan!! i was so tempted to get dove but i really am quite fussy abt shampoo and conditioner.. die die must gest sunsilk!! went home to search for bottles.. and guess what.. haha.. i saw Renu eye solution bottle and i poured away all the contents (since we cant use Renu anymore).. and pumped in my shampoo!! squeezed some conditioners into small pellets that i bought long long ago... voila. problem solved. and five mins later, nad called to tell me she found the SMALL sunsilk shampoo at a shop near her place!! wah lao!! a bit too late kan!! hmpf hmpf.

now i am finally seated at my newly bought desk!! yay. finally i have something decent and spacious enough for my markings!! yeah.. my mum said " buy a table to do ur marking"... wahaha.. now its called my marking table. waever. supposed to do sum work now.. but my mind's totally off man. can only think of my trip. haha.

anywayz, i wana dedicate this entry to my beloved and sweetie pie cuzzin, suzie. or jiji. heh. she is one of the most gorgeous women in my life! those who knows her will definitely agree. for the record, i have many pretty frens (coincidentally ok.. not i choose ok..) .. so if i say u are one of the most beautiful ppl i have in my life, it is a HUGE compliment.. haha.. anywayz, to jiji, no matter where u are, i want u to know that i love u so much and i am always gona remember how we grew up together.. we share a special bond that words cant describe. u're a cousin, a friend and a sister to me. and u hold a special place in my heart. i'm happy for u dear.. that u are realising ur dreams and achieving what u want.. i'm always praying for ur safety.. i wish you a lifetime of love, happiness and good health. have a time of ur life travelling the world and see its beauty cos not many people are blessed with the opportunity to do so. stay gorgeous, hot, smart, sweet and most importantly, stay rooted k.. happy 23rd birthday. hugs. kisses. love.

Friday, December 01, 2006

me and pipi had a super duper awesome time at vivo! the agenda was just to walk ard cos he has never been there..but it turned out to be a day of great discounts!! haha. pipi got his birthday present part II which was a pair of striped pants from Esprit. we both like the cut and design. he has been looking for such... decided to get it for him. and he bought himself a nice pair of old school sunglasses! theres a name for it but i cant remember what it is. something like one of those signature designs of rayban.. anyway they were all at a good discount.. and the best part is that we didnt even know abt the discount!! so when we saw a cheaper price to pay for at the counter, we were surprised!!! hehe. anyways, i have the esprit card now so if u guys want anything from red earth or esprit itself, just tell me k. i can get 10 percent discount for it. *smilez*

finally bought reny's gift. yay yay yay yay. hope she likes it. she better! hahaha..

had a yumy dinner at fig and olive.. had steak and some chicken thinghy.. nice sauce.. excellent service... worth it. you should try it if u haven..

ended the day with beautiful firewerks. and its really pretty tau! nicer than national day ones and the ones they had at esplanade a few mths back.. i was mesmerized! wished i had a camera at that moment! hmpf.

bumped into my former students at vivo.. then they were like "eh miss fazleen.." i was a bit shy but i smiled back.. hehe..

tmr is sat and i MUST start packing!!! woohoo!!

i had such a tiring day cleanin up!!! i love spending time with him. its always fun cos he never fails to make me laff. for funny and not funny reasons.

went to the doctor to get some medicine for myself. in case the flu gets werse at aussie. the doc said i am fat already! haha. yayness. i told her i used to be fatter. now considered quite ok already. haha. u shd see my CS card. worse than round. haha. the appt costed my a blardy 30 bux man. doctors must be real rich.. hehe..

met hairul for the insurance stuffz and had dinner with my gfs.. when we parted we said "see u on tuesdayyyyyyyyyyyy" and everytime we said tt we feel this tingling excitement. but i must admit tt i am scared and sad too. scared cos for the first time i will be on my own in sumwhere rather far. further than malaysia. sad cos i will miss my family sooooooooooooo much and my bf toooooooooooo.. haiz.. thinking abt it already makes me sad. boo.

cant wait to mit him for vivo city date tmr.