the much awaited calendar for semester two is finally out. and the wonderful news is.. there's five weeks of untouched holidays at the end of the year!! woohoo!! so the very the happy! i cld do backpacking for a month!! *ehem ehem*

well, that means i would have ample time to do all the stuffz that i need to do! looking forward to 15th November. hehehe.

semester two is so short! with all the exams being pushed forward, the number of teaching weeks is reduced.. its gona be a very tight schedule..*breathes in deeply*

oh..this is stg i picked up from the staff meeting just now and i thot tt its kinda catchy and very true..

" If you DO what you always DID, you will GET what you always GOT "

'okay' is not good and 'good' is not good enough. let's go for GREAT.

i am loving the good weather.

i spent the last few days and nites reflecting on myself and my life. and i really thot deep about so many things.. several sleepless nites due to my 'holiday biological clock'.. when i cant sleep, i think. heh.

i duno what is it .. but i feel refreshed. like a new desire to make myself a better person. i am far from perfect and have way too many faults and areas to improve on. but i want to be someone better. a better daughter. a better sister. a better partner. a better teacher. a better friend. a better me. not that i am going to make major transitions.. i will take small steps..but at least i am moving.

a better daughter:
- spend more time with my parents
- give in more to my parents

a better sister:
- spend more time teaching my brothers
- spend more time hanging out with my brothers

a better partner:
- be more optimistic
- be more supportive
- learn how to cook!

a better teacher:
- better time management
- more engaging lessons

a better friend:
- be more supportive
- be less tactless

a better me:
- be less complicated
- be less paranoid
- be more conservative
- be more thrifty!
- be more disciplined

*smilez*

been watching SATC..i feel like i wana be a writer and write about love too. cos i have so much to say for this topic.

i hate it tt its soccer season now. argh.

spent the day teaching my bro for a while and helped out with baya's wedding gifts at khai's place..

i guess building a new life together is an exciting journey thats meant to be savoured.. so much to be shared, so much to learn, unlearn and relearn. its the best thing if u realise u've chosen the rite man who can make u happy for the rest of your life. but not everyone lives a fairytale i suppose. its a nitemare if u realise u've chosen the wrong man.

i think its important that both people want the same thing. how do u walk down a common aisle when u have different directions in life..

its a rather tiring day.

everyone's safely back. i'm so glad and happy. alhamdulillah..lonely no more.. hehe..

but i MUST say THANKS to nad and xuefen for accompanying me for two nites!! if not for you girls, i'd prolly watch MORE 'interesting' shows on tv.. hahaha..national geography..discovery channel.. sheesh.. weow.

thanks mum and dad for the souveneir from switz. definitely will be useful. so THAT and the clock. (which i have yet to see) hehe. the first two items.

i have one kain for hari raya already..need to find a tailor now.. thank YOU..

ok so now i am more hyped up for the holidays.. haha..*yeah rite*

watched sex and the city with nad and xuefen. love the show. such a girl's show. a happy ending.

love.

i miss my family so much. they are in switz and i'm home all alone. but they are coming home tomorrow evening insyallah.

would we be like the girls in many years to come..

ppl make mistakes. some mistakes hurt. but at the end of the day love forgives and brings them back together.

life isnt a fairy tale. happy endings dont always exist.