i spent the last few days and nites reflecting on myself and my life. and i really thot deep about so many things.. several sleepless nites due to my 'holiday biological clock'.. when i cant sleep, i think. heh.

i duno what is it .. but i feel refreshed. like a new desire to make myself a better person. i am far from perfect and have way too many faults and areas to improve on. but i want to be someone better. a better daughter. a better sister. a better partner. a better teacher. a better friend. a better me. not that i am going to make major transitions.. i will take small steps..but at least i am moving.

a better daughter:
- spend more time with my parents
- give in more to my parents

a better sister:
- spend more time teaching my brothers
- spend more time hanging out with my brothers

a better partner:
- be more optimistic
- be more supportive
- learn how to cook!

a better teacher:
- better time management
- more engaging lessons

a better friend:
- be more supportive
- be less tactless

a better me:
- be less complicated
- be less paranoid
- be more conservative
- be more thrifty!
- be more disciplined

*smilez*