The first bubble

Gosh.. i never thought i would actually create my own blog. Boredom brings surprises indeed. and boredom is an understatement rite now. geez. i'm a hot receptionist. yah rite. sitting alone in the office with nothing to do. waiting for phonecalls. and waiting for THE phonecall. or maybe at least an sms. theres really nothing to look forward to today. i'm cashless and from the looks of it, i will probably be lunchless. of all days that they can order food, they have to do it today. which means theres an almost zero chance of me getting money frm the evil ATM. grr.

Ok on a happier note.. i guess i finally found a little space where i can free my thots.. hopefully this works..

Bad start to my morning. sometimes i just wana be free from everyone. but no man lives alone. parents give a thousand and one reasons. so i have to go home straight after work. first it was " u werked the whole day.. arent u tired..u need to rest".. next it was "ur bro needs u to teach him maths at nite.." then finally the REAL reason came out.."u go out with ur bf too often". ok thats enough dad. i so wana say that "yes i am tired but yes i want to watch a movie to relax.. and i do teach my bro even after i come back.. and NO i dun go out too often". argh. I am 22 and i cant even chill after work??!! For God's sake, you guys were married at 22!!! and it doesnt help AT ALL that i cried myself to sleep last nite.

Which brings me to another tissue. guys complain abt girls' pms. but it is not our fault. Mother nature has it all planned in that way. u think we like it??!! so we have pms. but wat about u martians? ok fine.. no pms. but u guys have those cave things. the whole theory on martians go to their caves to sort out themselves. and yes.. no entrance for the venusians. u cant even peep. u SHOULDN'T is more like it.

argh. still no phonecall. are u sleeping or still in the cave? i'm helpless.

I miss my friends. I miss school. somehow. but no.. i wldnt wana be stuck in school forever. and i pray to god that he lets me graduate this semester. next stop: NIE. hopefully. *scared*