my mum made me eat papayas today. i ended up going to the toilet 4 times!!! sheesh.

i am so wide awake right now. didnt know the coffee will be so effective!! been a long time since i took coffee..but i was so 'gatal' that i made myself a mug. i only used half a sachet and drank a quarter of the mug. yet i am SUPER awake. goodness. this is ridiculous. well, at least i got to finish up my problem based learning assignment. hehehe. *phew*

tuition AGAIN tomorrow. four times this week!! only because she has two tests coming up and its kinda late notice. i suck at matrices and i think my tutee knows that. hah. i need a break from tuition once she finishes her testS.

pipi is feeling so much better now. yay!

Abang Hamza is finally getting engaged tomorrow. gosh.. i still remember the silly old days when he makes me and my other cousins play club soldiers!!! and kak awin will always be his wife while me suzie and marlin be the kids!!! and somehow the whole family forms club soldiers. the irony is we arent even the soldiers. haha. the soldiers were ayul and my bro muhadher. hahahaha. and i still remember abg hamza always make us do stupid things like drink yucky soup and say nonsense things like EMBOK. what the hell. club soldiers remind me of the corridor of my late grandma's old house..gosh.. that was where me and my cuzzies play 'mak-mak', 'masak-masak', model-model..we'll pretend that the corridor is a three storey bungalow!! my grandma stayed at the fifth floor.. so we will use the fifth floor as the living room, fourth floor as our basement and kitchen and the sixth floor as the bedrooms!! haha. that was where me and suzie and marlin always fight!! lemme share some stuff with you all..

suzie was such a wet blanket when she was small!! she is always jealous of me and marlin!! and she will call us shortie when she loses any games!! hmpf. me and marlin then will call her kembang!! hehehe. marlin being the eldest always try to make peace. she will threaten us that she wont come to granny's house if we quarrell!! and it always werked!! all three of us are always being compared by our aunts and uncles!! who is the prettiest or cutest or tallest or shortest or reach puberty first!! even now they always ask who will marry first!! and all of us will point fingers. hehehe.

talk about cousins.. i have an interesting and fun childhoosd thanks to my many many cousins. my mum's family is quite big so its really 'happenning' or should i say chaotic..heh. my dad's family is smaller and less wild! plus, on my dad's side, theres very few gurls! its boy dominated and i always cant join in their fun!

oh well.. those were the days.. now the stage belongs to the two clans.. amirul-faris-raihan-azhari and haziq-farisha-hariza-hazira.. hehehe.. we cant possibly be seven all the time!! but sometimes i do wish that i am just a child. growing up is not easy. especially now that i am more of a young adult! not even a teenager anymore!! boo.

okiez.. i better try to sleep or something!