the calmness of a saturday morning. i was woken up by guilt. guilty of not doing what i was supposed to do last nite. my handphone showed: SIX a.m. oh great. its saturday and i'm awake at six. *rolls eyes*

i took a good shower and made myself a mug of hot coffee. yes. coffee. coffee in the morning only meant one thing - that i would have a long day.

everything is coming at the same time. goodness. everyone who survives this period should be given many thumbs up.

i met pipi yesterday. after what seemed so long. he looked good. heh. i knew i miss him. but i didnt realise how much i missed him until i saw him.

i cant be more grateful to be blessed with such an understanding, caring and strong boyfriend. he's in pain yet he is still there for me. thanks dear. thanks for everything yesterday. i am glad we met and and talked.

i love my kids. its what that keeps me going right now. despite their mischief, the joy they bring is rewarding in simple yet special ways.