mas had her engagement ytd.. grand affair i must say.. hehe.. congrats mas.. i'm glad tt everything went smoothly for you.. may u and fiancee find eternal bliss together.. insyallah.

i'm having my pms. watched OC for a while just now. first season. repeat telecast. and i cried so bad. *boo kan*

i spent my day with pipi. had a great time just walking around aimlessly and slowly.. pipi was slightly quiet today.. but i kinda like it. haha.

bumped into suzie and shah just now. we couldnt recognize each other! i looked at her. she looked at me. and then there was just this weird moment. haha. she said she couldnt recognize me cos i am so thin now. *terribly upset* and i guess for me, its not that i couldnt recognize her.. perhaps its bcos my brain still thinks she is in dubai at the moment. hehe. anyway it was good to bump into her. she looks as gorgeous as ever!

anyway, i'm really upset with all the comments abt me being too thin now. its really irritating me. i'm sick of hearing the same thing over and over again. THIN. LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT. SMALL. argh. like hello. its bad enough i'm naturally small. dont have to tell me that i'm getting smaller. it sucks ok. i'm really getting too many of these things that it makes me feel pathetic. fugly. you know what i mean? argh. totally at a low self esteem rite now. the pms is not helping either.

i just wana be alone. in my own world. where i entertain my own thots and live my own dreams.