the march holidays is here. but it isnt 'march' of a holiday. haha. ironic. i have lessons from mon to thurs from nine to twelve. nope, i am not complaining. merely stating. i seriously dun mind coming back fr my bio kids. i need the time! thank god they are cooperative enough to come with smiles and laughters! after all, we are gona cut up flowers and stuffz.. so its pretty interesting actually. hehe.

last sat, me and my gals met up in the eve.. went to chill at the coffee bean by the singapore river.. such a nice ambience.. fa announced that she is getting engaged and married. engaged this april.. wedding next april..!! best kan!! and jaja's wedding is on the 8th dec.. wah.. everyone's getting married!! dun ask abt me k. anyway i am super happy for fa... eight years courstship.. its not easy ok. to everyone out there, let me tell you.. from my personal experience, a long term relationship is not easy to maintain. its got a lot of challenges... especially when your other half is of the same age. and u reach a stage where u are 'stuck'. you cant move on. you cant change anything. you're just in it. helpless but hopeful. so to the youngsters out there, dont commit yourself too early. seriously.

so me and my gals talked about relationships, love, commitments, expectations.. very deep and cheem concepts.. heh.. a lot of analysis.. and sharing.. i hope we didnt make fa think too much cos she has gladly said yes to her prince charming. we were all so touched by her story of how he proposed... haiz.. i wonder if my prince charming will propose in such a romantic manner. come to think of it, i think proposal is a HUGE thing. i mean, cmon guys.. u are asking the gurl to be your forever!! u better come up with stg decent! and of cos a wow-take-ur-breath-away-kinda-ring! for me, it must be a solitaire.. haha. must be very bling bling ok. *winks*

oh besides that, we discussed abt egypt. we are all super excited abt it! suzie has done a wonderful job in sharing with me a nine day itenary and all the tips fr an egypt holiday. so yeah.. now we gotto survey fr the best air tix deals!

i had my hair cut ytd. got cheated. hmpf. ended up paying 55 bucks instead of 35. so angry. spent three long hours at the salon!! super bored! not sure how i shd describe the outcome cos rite now its still straight cos the person blew it straight fr me.. so its very misleading.. must wait after wash... THEN my hair would be back to its original state and i'd know if its a success or a disaster!

the pay is in. yay. cant wait for the march bonus. woohoo. *not expecting much tho*

my fon is spoilt. cant sms. so i am getting a new fon. my heart aches to see my fave pink fon in a not so good condition.

btw, i've been thinking about some stuff.. so this is just fr sharing..

growing up is not easy. at every new stage in our lives, we'd be presented with new challenges. sometimes, it all happens too fast that we aren't ready to embrace the changes and rise up to others' expectations. in the pursuit of our personal goals, sometimes, we neglect other things that used to be of utmost importance. while some of us are desperately finding time and ways to keep up with our friends amidst our tight working schedule, some choose to be passive and wait for others to make the first move. friendships that were once so strong soon became a thing of the past. its sad when others dont appreciate our efforts in maintaining the bond. its sad when others just drift away.. it makes me wonder if i am the only one who feels sad about the drift. any friendship or relationship needs two to work. of cos sometimes, we need to compromise.. but once in a while, we got to be proactive and prove to the other party that we want the friendship going as much as they want to. if u choose to just sit and wait, then i'm afraid the ones who have been putting in effort might have assumed that you are just not interested. and once that happens, you can no longer say you are still the best of friends. and u cant blame others for it. cos u didnt do anything to stop it.

there's some things in life that are meant to last only for a while. if you have watched the show sweet november, u'd know what i mean. some things have no beginning.. thus no ending.. but you know that it is still something. something special perhaps. beautiful moments cant last forever. so cherish the moment and capture it. and it will live in your heart for as long as your heart is beating.

the silence that kills.