The fickle me has finally decided. FUJITSU S7020 is my choice. Ssh. Whatever comments u have, save it. I dun need to know. Reason being, i have already placed an order...so, no more buts.

Fickle. Thats an understatement for me. I really cant be given choices cos i take forever to decide. this is why i SUCK BIG TIME at mcq!!! argh. So u can imagine what kinda mental torture my bf has to go thru when i shop. Sorry dear..

Some people just dont know how to smile. Is it really difficult to spread those lips and greet people with warmth?? One simple smile is all it takes to start a friendship. i believe in smiling cos it can never go wrong..!! so, please.. SMILE. its friendly. its sweet. its free. sour face BOO BOO. trying to look ultra 'vogue' NO NO. smile. YES. its the way to go.. :)

Smiling is a two way street. If i smile and you don't, i may still take it. but if i smile and you throw me a black face, then sorry..you've just pressed the bitch button. i do not tolerate such attitude. Buzz off.

Back to my happy self.. this week has been pretty slack.. cos proper lessons have not yet started.. Its been briefings and more briefings these two days. sheesh.

The director of NIE is such a cool guy!! I was totally expecting a typical director to give a welcome note..you know..a stern looking man with crispy long shirt and a starched necktie... but guess what.. he came in a nice hawaiian shirt!!

Welcome tea really lived up to its name. it was indeed welcoming and refreshment was superb. hahahaha... me and my frens stuffed ourselves with the yummy rich cheesecake and brownies..!!

" You are the heart of education.. teachers can change the world..cos teaching is not totally working.. its merely serving your passion.."
- Director of NIE

That was part of the inspiring speech delivered by the director at the welcome tea. Waking up early was worthwhile after all.. heh. there were some beautiful performances for us too... i'm seriously awed by the chinese dance that the Marsiling Primary girls put up.. gosh..at such a young age, they have so much confidence to show their talent..all poised and graceful that i'm almost jealous!

" Nothing great in this world have ever been achieved without passion " - Siva

" Don't belittle teaching cos you won't be where you are if not for the wonderful teachers in your life.." - Sahira

I totally agree with all the above quotes. *smilez*

I surprise myself sometimes.

Setting up a blog is not very fazleen-ish. But now, not only do i blog, but i am addicted to reading others blogs.. interesting ones tho. hehe. that was exactly what i did the whole of yesterday afternoon!! i read Nura J's blog. The crayon gal. Its super cute and funny. I like.

I'm having a serious dilemma. First it was "should i buy a notebook?" After lotsa thinking , i thot YES. i should. Next is "which notebook should i buy?" And this had been THE question on my mind for the past few days. Gosh its such a headache. IBM, Fujitsu or Acer?? Argh.

Mum and Dad have been so kind to subsidise 1000 bucks for my notebook! cool huh!! Caaayaaaannnggg mak and ayah.. hehehe..

On a different topic altogether.. orientation was hmm.. not too bad.. hehehe.. my group mates are really nice and frenly and helpful!! i'm looking forward to work with you guys for our project work.. which i have no idea what its about rite now! hahaha.. Oh did i tell you that i was made the icon?? yeah.. and i got super duper wet cos of that... water bombs all directed at me!! But thanks to my 'protectors', i was not drenched. hehehehe. it was such a day!! All the silly games.. especially the one with the cup of water!! wassup with that lar.....!!!

Being in NIE means nearer to my pipi every weekday!! yay!! now i can finally say " my bf is in the same school!! " ok.. its not exactly the same school.. but its so blardy near.. hehehe.. like 2-in-1 kinda thing..!! Yay.. i remember those days when i can only sigh when syidah goes home with farhan.. fa with zaid and xuefen with duwei!!! Now no more of such boo boos!! Me and pipi have compared our timetables..theres time for each other.. yay!! My modified timetable sucks tho. Argh. eyebags here i come!!!

First day in NIE was kinda weird..maybe cos the NTU peepz are back in school..i am so not used to the air around there.. somehow i sense a different culture.. or maybe i'm just not used to it.. whatever it is, good or bad, i have to adopt and adapt. Thank god my bf is in NTU..i'm sure he can be a catalyst for me to integrate into the system. It helps that pipi's clique of guyfrens are frenly and easy going!! amirul.. we are schoolmates once again!! hahahahaha..

I am so gonna miss my gurls in school... hope i will meet some real good frens in NIE..life is a bore without frens.

nitez all..

One month passed by so fast.. just when i started to 'warm up', the whole stay is over. I'm both sad and happy. Sad that i wont be able to conduct lessons to 307 anymore.. happy that i'm going NIE to be trained to be a better educator..

If i have to describe my enhanced school experience in one word, i would say it was enriching. Being mostly the silent observer, i learnt a lot. Theres lots to teaching. Teaching per say is not the problem.. but its more about classroom management.. Once the class can be managed, MANY things can be done. teaching can occur. learning can take place. Teenagers arent easy. One wrong move and thats it. I dont blame them cos i was like that once. There were teachers i truly love and they were those who kids just love to hate. I wish to be be truly loved. They say EVSS has students who are really apreciative... thats great isnt it? Who doesnt want to feel appreciated? everyone does. teacher or not.

I figure that sincerity can bring someone far. If you can convince your students that you are sincere in helping them and really care for them, half the battle is won. As what adeline said during the counselling workshop.. sometimes, our influence on them cant be seen when they are in school.. but a few years down the road...after they graduate from the school, they will reach a point when they realize we actually meant well. and that will be THE moment that we had made a difference. We may not know of the moment but it was there. It happened.

I had my last lesson with 307 just now.. the first thing they asked for was jelly beans!! well, i promised to get them some.. but theres none in tampines mall!! so i gave the kids a choc wafer each and some sweets too. One thing for sure.. students remember every tiny weeny promise teachers make. It was such a good feeling to see my very own notes got printed out and filed in their bio file!!! like wow. hehehe. but its an ever better feeling to see that some students have actually made their OWN notes on the topic that was being taught!! It shows that they are interested.. and thats really important.*one point to those who actually make their notes*

Simple remarks like "cher, i understand your lesson" can be an instant morale booster. The only thing is i hope its true cos sometimes they can say they understand but when assessed, they don't!! but its ok.. theres always the corrective mechanism..*winks*

Special thanks to Kelvin for his guidance. It was great working with him.. Thanks for letting me have a feel of teaching bio.. it was fun!! really! and thanks for helping me along.. its been a pleasure to meet you.. *Smilez*

So now that the stay is over.. i gotto gear up for NIE. wish me luck.

nitez..

Hey peepz.. do u know what day it is today??

YES!! Its racial harmony day!! hehehe..The kids were allowed to wear their traditional costumes.. and wow.. they looked so pretty and cute!!! it was nice to see that most of the students were enthusiastic about the occassion.. there were so many colours that really brightened up the day! i came in a so-called punjabi suit.. its nothing fancy tho.. just a simple outfit. *shrugs* None of the kids was in the mood for lessons.. and they just basically played around in class and snapped lotsa pics..! hehehe..

Recess was interesting cos all the canteen stalls were closed. but but but..we didnt starve cos the sec ones came to the rescue!! haha.. yeah.. these 13 year olds actually set up stalls and sold all kinds of food and drinks!! they were good i tell ya!!! Some classes had posters to promote their stall.. some were shouting so loud to attract other students.. cos after all, profit goes to them!! is that cool or what!! hehehe.. It was a great way to celebrate racial harmony day cos the whole scene in the canteen did reflect a miniature of singapore as a peaceful multi racial society..

I had a super good time shopping yesterday.. started out late but it was intense!! hehehe... It was a two hour spree at bugis market with my ever faithful shopping partner.. who else will that be if its not my boyfriend!! dont think anyone else can put up with my shopping habits.. i take forever to buy something!! it runs in the blood.. so you cant blame me! my mum tours the whole mall just to buy one tiny weeny thing. hahaha.. cuzzies.. if u reading this, u should know what i mean!

I bought three tops and a skirt.. all for 64 bucks only!! cheap right??!!! felt so happy that i didnt have to spend too much!! and on top of that, i managed to do the things that i MUST do. hahaa.. got faris's present.. Odel's bag is tough to get cos i have no idea what Mr Fussy wants. Decided to just give him the money and he'll look for it himself..! hehehe. Checked out singtel broadband rates. gosh.. i'm paying $78 fr 512 kbps... but the rate now is $47.25 only!! Decided to take the $58 package. Its 1500kbps and i get a free wireless modem and pocket hard disk. think its a good promo.. what do u think? its 20 bucks cheaper than my current charges. 20 bucks can get me a top or 6 earrings!!!

Gotto go to Tampines Mall now.. gonna sign up the broadband plan.. buy some jelly beans for my kids and chocs for my CT.. heh. bubboiz!

Wakey wakey.. good morning! i'm in school..hahahahaha. first period is only at 9.05..so basically i'm kinda free now..Thot i should visit my booble for a while...its harder to blog at nite nowadays cos i'll be so tired by then!

I had an early nite ytd.. slept at 11..!! yay!!! So i'm pretty much refreshed today!! all set for my shopping spree part two!! hahahaha.. pipi.. today its all mineeeeeeeeeeeee......... no buts! I went for a nice jog ytd evening with haziq.. and we did some stretching together.. hehehhehe.. haziq and me both have a mutual understanding that we are flabby and need to lose some fats!! hence his willingness to jog with his sister!!! phew.

Some students are sooo cheeky. i mean the male students by the way.. This was what happened yesterday..

I was observing a class in the morning.. sat at the back of the classroom. A group of malay boys walked past my class.. And the whole group stopped at the back door and practically hanged out there!! I didnt realize their presence till i felt like i was being stared at!! suspiciously, i turned. and guess what. gosh. they were taking a pic of me using a camera phone!! what the hell! i was shocked. so stunned that i didnt actually do anything about it. The only natural reaction was a cold, fierce stare... If i catch them again, i am soo gonna give it to them!!

I cant wait for my shopping spree today.. hopefully i can get a nice bag for school.. some nice gypsy skirts or maybe bottoms for that matter ( getting sick of my jeans ) and nice interesting tops.. Hahaha... wow.. not sure if i have enough money for all that cos i still have to buy my two bros their prezzies!!! Odel's prezzie is waaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy overdue. His bday was on .... 24th Jan. hahahaha. am i late or what!! faris's bday is cmg up this sat.. 23rd july. Odel wants a bag. Faris wants a wallet. so, both will add up to a bomb!!! *howwww.....* hahahaha.

Things i MUST do today:
1) Check out singtel broadband promo
2) Buy prezzies for the two toots
3) Shop for MY stuffz

Hope it wont rain so heavily in the afternoon.

this is so boo. i was so excited about my so called shopping spree today.. but sigh.. its not happening. gosh. i cant believe it. I got my pay on tuesday. and i was sooooo looking forward to this weekend to treat myself to nice clothes or something. Already saw a dress that i love ytd.. thot of getting it today together with my 'half' cardigan. But apparently, no one is free to go shopping with me today... how sad is that!

This is pathetic. someone save me.... i need to go for retail therapy.. especially before the great singapore sale ends.

I had a great time yesterday with my boyfriend and cuzzins. treated pipi to swensens and my cuzzies to polar. so glad that everyone went home with a full stomach..yay!! hope you all had a great meal k!

stupid pervert. freaky bastard.

My first real lesson yesterday went well..alhamdulillah. I was pretty nervous at first.. but after a few minutes.. it all fell into place and i was myself again. Two periods of bio can be tiring!! i was sooo thirsty at the end of the whole thing!!! Shared some stories with my students.. and they were so eager to listen!! I had to do the topic on excretion. Yesterday was mainly structure of the urinary system, kidney, nephron and vascular system of the nephron. Initially they were slightly confused.. they mixed up the structures!! so that was a cue for me to go slower and do summaries every now and then just so they could follow my lesson.. I felt so glad that i survived the two periods with no major upsets...

I had a good conversation with xuefen. We talked about a couple of things within an hour plus.. Actually xuefen was doing more of the talking.. and i was the listening ear.. plus i couldnt say much... but anyway, gal.. just to let you know that i'll always be here as your friend ok..

Are good deeds always appreciated? Have you ever done something good only to get bad in return? Have you ever felt that life is so unfair.. Some people just have it all.. while some people have to really struggle..Sometimes life seems to be full of hurdles.. but ask yourself.. whats the meaning of life if its just so smooth sailing.. Where's the pleasure in cooking if everything used was an instant mix?? Cooking truly is about the chopping of onions.. the adding of too little or too much salt..definitely not about adding a ready made pack of well proportioned ingredients.. If you feel like God discriminates you... then think.. Maybe its not like that...Maybe God made it slightly more difficult for you cos he knows you are the stronger one...After all..he is the Al Mighty... he knows best.. So don't despair. Keep your faith strong.. Hold firm to the belief that something good will come out of all these.. Don't lose hope cos when everything else comes crashing down, only hope can keep us alive.

Passion makes impossible impossible. To find meaning in what you do is one of the greatest feelings in life. I love what i am doing right now.. and i pray to God to let this love grow stronger... Not everyone has the same passion.. and for that very reason, no passion is invalid. What you love i may not.. what i love, you may not. Don't belittle my love... simply because you dont have the right to. No one has.

Its a saturday evening. and i'm stuck at home doing nothing. sucks.

When we were twelve.. we didnt know that we gona be great buddies ten years later..

Now, we are 22.. and i wana say..Xuefen, i love you...more than you think i do.. *warm sincere smile*

hmm.. just realized that i used a lot of 'kinda' in my previous entry.

Is it pay day or what!!! Hehehehehe...!!!! The pay that i have sooo been waiting for!!!! Gosh.. it feels good man.. and the best part is.. i got more than i expected!!! Thot i was gona get about 9 days pay.. but turned out that the government gives one month advanced salary!!!! so.. YAY!!!! i was expecting a 3 digit..but surprise surprise.. it was a 4 digit!!! heh.. Its such a wow feeling considering i only had a SINGLE digit amount left before this!!

Cant wait for tuition too cos its the EIGHTH lesson!! The only lesson i usually look forward to!! hehehehe... *sheesh*

Work had been good alhamdulillah.. I had to relief a maths class just now.. and i felt so happy after that.. maybe cos i finally got to teach some maths in school.. or maybe cos i felt that there is chemistry between me and class 2O8. heh... You know sometimes it feels really good to know that you survived relief-ing or teaching a class..these small things really make you feel like life is beautiful.. heh.. or maybe i'm saying all these cos i'm just so happy that my pay is in!! hehehe. *watever fazleen*

I went to esplanade on sunday with the rest of the gals to take pics in our gowns..!! heh.. pretty embarassing i must say.. but what the heck.. for photos sake! hehe. One german tourist asked " so..you guys masters of...??? " heh. and i replied.. "not masters yet.. its bachelor.." hehehehehe.. hmm.. maybe in Germany, only those with masters go around taking pictures in public..??!! *gosh.. that means we are so extra!!*

Oh and interestingly too, there was a bride and groom who were taking their wedding shots on that same day.. and they requested for us to be in their pictures!!! so we actually had to kinda pose for two shots. One is normal kinda pose.. The other was that we stood behind the bride... and she threw her flower.. which we then had to catch!! the cameraman wanted to snap a pic that showed emotions!! happy feeling kinda pic! and supposedly, who caught the bouquet will be the next bride!! I so wanted to be the one who catches it! but.. BAYA got it!! hehehe.. but it was so fun taking pics!! Thanks guys.. (boyfriendssss) for putting up with us gals.. heh. Everyone was sooooo tired at the end of everything.. for the first time, dinner was kinda quiet.. hehe.

Finally i'm done with my slides for my lesson on friday..kinda excited about it... hope the kids will like my style.. and love me! *winks*

Yesterday was the day that officially made my dream came true. Since young, i had always wanted to be in that big blue gown with the mortar board and scroll in my hands. The mass throwing of the mortar boards had always been a vision. A vision that kept me going. Finally, after 15 years of hard work, that dream came true. It was a great night. It was complete because my whole family and my boyfriend were there for my convocation. Thanks deariez for being there for me. Thanks adik for skipping your soccer match for me. Thanks pipi for being my faithful cameraman. Muakz.

Before the convo, I was really excited .. wanted to make sure i look my best for the ceremony.. Everything turned out well.. alhamdulillah. It was held at the University Cultural Centre (UCC).. the place was beautifully decorated! I like!
The whole thing was very fast! I thought it was gonna be long and draggy! but it turned out to be short and sweet! I was pretty nervous when i went up the stage!! been soooo long since i did.. hehehe.. i was so happy to see all my friends went up the stage to get their scrolls.. We did it girls!!! Euni and shaq.. don't worry.. you both are gona do well for ur honors and i'll be so proud of you guys..all the best to the both of you k.. *smilez*

I had such a great time taking pics with anyone and everyone! hehehe.. felt like a superstar cos of the so many flashes!! But gosh.. the mortar board makes me look like an apple... my face is super duper ultra round! Yikes. Hmpf... don't like!
i threw the mortar board together with many life science peepz.. so cool.. and so cute! after throwing, everyone's boards got mixed up!! and i ended up with a slightly bigger one.. but its ok.. no biggie!

The valediction was perfect. The gal who gave it is a first class honors student who obtained sooo many awards!! And mind you, they are all honourable ones ok!! She's so small and sooooo sweet. She was really calm and smooth and her words really touched me. I was so feeling every word that she said.. that i actually teared. trust me, if not for the fact that i had mascara on, i would have let those tears trickle down my cheeks..

After the photo snapping fiesta, me and my family headed down to east coast for a late dinner. Dad said we could have anything in celebration of my graduation! And today, he brought my grad pics to work.. * so paiseh*.. i think he's just really happy and wana share his joy with his friends! hehe.

Poor boyfriend had to go home all by himself after i left. Sorry dear.. the car was really packed. Otherwise, my parents wanted you to join for dinner..

All in all, it was one of the happiest day in my life. I thank God for allowing it to happen.. *smiles*

Kerna ku milikmu..
Moga yang Esa..tunaikan ikrar kita...
Untuk sehidup semati.. kerna tak terdaya..
Hidup tanpamu.. Bak pungguk rindukan bulan..
Kasih ku kan kehilangan kesepian..
Bintang menjadi saksi janji.. sehidup semati..

I love this song. happened to hear it during tuition. kinda distracted me fr a while. never knew the singer and the tittle. but i love it anyways. reminds me of my pipi.

Yesterday was a good day at Changi with pipi.. its so windy there!! i like!! and its definitely less crowded than east coast! So.. 3.5 stars for changi.. 3 stars for east coast! We talked about our future plans. I like it when we talk about us... *smile*

A long term relationship is not an easy task. trust me. you have got to be very very disciplined.. the faith has got to be strong.. and it takes the effort of both parties to keep the flame burning. Is it possible to make up after a break up? will it ever be the same? It is possible. It can be the same. It can be worse. But, it can also be better. Sometimes we learn things the hard way. pain can be an enlightenment. Many times, people will judge. Its human to judge. Don't despair if they do. After all, its always a consequence of our mistakes. we let others get the wrong impression of us. But one thing for sure, as cliche as it sounds, everything happens for a reson. If u believe in God, then believe that there's always a blessing in disguise.

They say its tough to have a daughter. or at least my mum says that. and she keeps saying it. heh. for ladies, early 20s is prolly a good age to settle down..cos she's in a very fertile stage... and since i'm 22.. its somehow becoming a great concern now. How can parents compare their times to ours?? Most of them finish school at 17. hence it makes sense that they marry at 22. but now, its different! i am still in nie at 22!!! having werked my ass off to get a decent education background, of cos i wana make it all worthwhile by carving a good and stable career for myself. If i wanted to be a housewife, i'd have not want to suffer in TJC. heh. speaking of which, i wana get weekend maid when i have my own house. She'll clean the house during the weekends when i'm out shopping or relaxing or whatever else! So.. as i was saying.. things are pretty different now.. standard of living is super high.. getting married cost a bomb.. *sigh* Whatever it is, i shall carry on with my plan. Save as much money as possible for now. Travel. Wait for my prince charming to complete his university and we'll take it from there. But of cos, this is what i plan. God decides. I can only pray hard...

Yesterday turned out to be super slack. I practically bummed the whole day... Kelvin smsed me and told me that he didnt have to go for reservist!!! Yay! so i didnt have to do my lesson planning!!! and my tuition kid smsed last minute asking to cancel the tuition.. so i was really freeeeeeeeeeee...!! haha. had a good day just lazing around.

Quite a few people said i have lost weight.. HOW!!!! *sulks* Met Sameer two days back..and he said i look exactly like how i did in JC!! and that i havent changed much! and he also said that i have shrunk!!!!!! SHRUNK???!!! Gosh.. lose weight is bad enough.. but shrunk??!!! Thats like the thin version of OBESE!! you get what i mean?? oh man... but sameer said he meant it as a compliment!!! that even surprised me more! i mean.. fazleen looks nicer shrunk?? hehehe.. thats new.

And then my little cousin said "Kak Alin.. awak macam dah kurus eh.. tak boncit sangat".. which means i'm thinner and my tummy is slighter flatter!

Third was Lat.. She said my face is long now.. and that i have lost weight!!

Sigh.. really eh?? I feel so boo. Anyway, do you know that the acceptable waist to hip ratio for gals is 0.8? Anything higher implies your waist is too big and anything lower implies either ur waist is too small or ur hips is too big. Is there such a thing as too small a waist?? I thought small waist always looks nice?? Makes the woman all the more curvy. I wonder whats the acceptable bust to waist ratio.. anyone knows?

Left home early in the morning to go for the IVP. Main reason for going is to be there for my dearie for the prize giving ceremony. Wanted to stay till late and join in their mass dinner.. but think i better go home and behave myself so that i can go out again tomorrow. haha. anyone has any ideas on where to go?? Somewhere thats just really nice to chill..

Oh by the way... have i mentioned anything about mosquitoes?? Well, i'm sooo frustated with whatever thats causing me to have all the bumps on my face! one moment it looks like mosquito bite.. another moment it looks like gata-gata.. you know whats that? its those kind of red big bumps caused either by mosquitoes or fungal infection i think! Sigh.. keep having it these days.. and of all days to get a big one, i got it just now!! so i went IVP feeling so unpretty... Now half my face is painted with calamine lotion.. hope it goes away by tomorrow.. i wana luk pretty for tmr's date! :)

Ok booble.. i am feeling tired and sleepy.. i wana nap!

Yay!!! its a saturday!!! I woke up to the calling of my sisterly duties. Did my laundry, cleaned up the house and cooked lunch.. *smilez* Quite a lot of stuffz to do today cos i have been fully booked for Sunday and Monday! Now that i'm 'working', i realize that weekends are really precious!!!! The slogan for my weekends will be something like 'All play.. No work'. But of course, sometimes, there will be exceptions.. for example, TODAY!!!

Gotto do my lesson preparation for my friday class. Topic: Respiration. Not bad. I dun mind this topic. I figure that this will be good practice for me cos i will get to apply what i have briefly learnt about lesson planning. All the stuffz about lesson objectives, introduction, practise and summary. heh... I was telling Vanessa that these 4 weeks of school enhanced experience should be fully utilised... This is the time we should try out the various approach and techniques on teaching itself and also other non-teaching matters. heh.. speaking of which EVSS will be having cross country this friday.. but i cant make it cos its my graduation day!!!!

I am so looking forward to my grad day! I got extra tix!! Now i can bring along my bros too!! But sigh.. muhadher says he has to go for soccer. I feel quite upset about it. This is so important to me. I know its just a formal ceremony and it can get quite boring. But... this is the day that i have always dreamt of since 5??!!! Sometimes, you just want the special people in your life to be there for you on your important day... and it's disappointing to know that they are not very enthusiastic about it... It really is.

I had a great time with my cuzzins yesterday. Suzi bought a gorgeous top!! Gal, you look so sultry in that!! i'm sooo jeles!! and marlin, i love your turquoise topshop top too! me gona get that and the pink one.. suzi you better get it with me!! Anyway, thanks suzi for the coffee bean sunrise and marlin for the sakura fried rice!! so as i have promised, next dinner date will be on me. You all suggest the place k??... And gals.. i had so much fun snapping silly pics. heh. suzi.. how's your 'curtain'??!! hehehe. Dun worry.. at least your curtain is straight! Mine sometimes got scallop seh! Cant wait to chill with you gals again! i feel so blessed to have you gals as my cousins.. do you know how lucky we are to be cousins of the same age!!! I have so many frens whose cousins are either way younger or older such that they cant really chill out together??!! We must thank our parents for the perfect planning!! haha.. now that i think about it.. hmm.. maybe our parents did discuss about this and actually planned to have us all at the same time! But of course.. marlin was soooo eager to be the first that she came out earlier than expected! I came out according to 'schedule'.. heh..as for suzi.. i not sure. hehe... the youngest but the tallest. hmpf! gal u owe your height to me ok! i gave you the milk for a lifetime!! hahahaha. ok that sounds weird and not rite. but, you know what i mean!

Argh.. theres tuition tonite. If not for money, i wont bother to give tuition. It takes up quite a lot of time...! But yeah.. its a good thing. You get to help others... *smilez*

I cant wait to spend my sunday and monday with darling dearest. Muakz.