this is so boo. i was so excited about my so called shopping spree today.. but sigh.. its not happening. gosh. i cant believe it. I got my pay on tuesday. and i was sooooo looking forward to this weekend to treat myself to nice clothes or something. Already saw a dress that i love ytd.. thot of getting it today together with my 'half' cardigan. But apparently, no one is free to go shopping with me today... how sad is that!

This is pathetic. someone save me.... i need to go for retail therapy.. especially before the great singapore sale ends.

I had a great time yesterday with my boyfriend and cuzzins. treated pipi to swensens and my cuzzies to polar. so glad that everyone went home with a full stomach..yay!! hope you all had a great meal k!

stupid pervert. freaky bastard.

My first real lesson yesterday went well..alhamdulillah. I was pretty nervous at first.. but after a few minutes.. it all fell into place and i was myself again. Two periods of bio can be tiring!! i was sooo thirsty at the end of the whole thing!!! Shared some stories with my students.. and they were so eager to listen!! I had to do the topic on excretion. Yesterday was mainly structure of the urinary system, kidney, nephron and vascular system of the nephron. Initially they were slightly confused.. they mixed up the structures!! so that was a cue for me to go slower and do summaries every now and then just so they could follow my lesson.. I felt so glad that i survived the two periods with no major upsets...

I had a good conversation with xuefen. We talked about a couple of things within an hour plus.. Actually xuefen was doing more of the talking.. and i was the listening ear.. plus i couldnt say much... but anyway, gal.. just to let you know that i'll always be here as your friend ok..

Are good deeds always appreciated? Have you ever done something good only to get bad in return? Have you ever felt that life is so unfair.. Some people just have it all.. while some people have to really struggle..Sometimes life seems to be full of hurdles.. but ask yourself.. whats the meaning of life if its just so smooth sailing.. Where's the pleasure in cooking if everything used was an instant mix?? Cooking truly is about the chopping of onions.. the adding of too little or too much salt..definitely not about adding a ready made pack of well proportioned ingredients.. If you feel like God discriminates you... then think.. Maybe its not like that...Maybe God made it slightly more difficult for you cos he knows you are the stronger one...After all..he is the Al Mighty... he knows best.. So don't despair. Keep your faith strong.. Hold firm to the belief that something good will come out of all these.. Don't lose hope cos when everything else comes crashing down, only hope can keep us alive.

Passion makes impossible impossible. To find meaning in what you do is one of the greatest feelings in life. I love what i am doing right now.. and i pray to God to let this love grow stronger... Not everyone has the same passion.. and for that very reason, no passion is invalid. What you love i may not.. what i love, you may not. Don't belittle my love... simply because you dont have the right to. No one has.

Its a saturday evening. and i'm stuck at home doing nothing. sucks.