Sunday, May 21, 2006

i couldnt say no
and yet my presence creates unhappiness to some
sometimes i duno what did i do wrong
sometimes i wonder why must i try so hard just to impress


lying in bed
staring into the darkness
sleepy yet awake
glad yet upset

a pretty long list of my faults
a longer list of things to reflect on.
he doesnt like her talking about them.
he doesnt want her mentioning them.
so there she is
just by herself
with her them in herself.
no more them for him
just us for us

1 Comments:

Blogger Rahsiahati said...

can really understand what you're feeling..

sometimes when we really try and its not being appreciated.. the feeling is so bad you just wanna break to tears.

but dear, you're who you are that makes so many wonderful ppl still hanging around you..

You can please others, but remember to please yourself more.

Nothing can bring you happiness but yourself.

Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself.

Think about it... :))

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