i'm extremely upset. for a couple of reasons. i wish i can just shout out loud.

i feel terrible. not sure how it will turn out when the day comes. suddenly i have no confidence. i wish i just didnt know about it. such discouraging feedback. my heart just sank.

i feel angry. cos i dont know just what the heck they are trying to do. excuses. one after another. i've been patient enuff and i've reached the limits. i'm not a fool. so stop treating me like one.

i feel sad. some things we do seems to be in vain. action speaks louder than words. a little appreciation goes a long way. if only everyone believes in that.

hopefully something good happens to me.