its already april. how time flies.

been reflecting for quite a bit for the past few days. i miss so many things. i miss school. i miss being 20. i miss my gfs. i miss NUS. i miss being a student. i miss tasmania and melbourne. i miss egypt. i miss those good times. i miss having fun. i miss the cheap thrills. i miss laffing out loud at fast food places. i miss having the time to day dream. i miss the strolls and the sprees. i miss binging. i miss the past.

so much has changed i guess. one step further but reality still hasnt set in. cos nothing much has been done thus far. sometimes i am scared. of whats to come. denying the fact tt i am turning 25 this year. a quarter of a century. gosh, suddenly i dun seem so youthful anymore. teen-age is way over. young adult? perhaps.

i wish for a million things.
my mind doesnt stop wondering.
my brain is forever thinking.
if only life is as ideal as i imagine it to be.
imperfections.