my fuel is running low seriously. i can feel the drag every single day!! i see the finishing line finally! yet it seems further than ever. BUT, beyond that finishing line is a whole lot of things that i cant wait to pounce on! gosh.

its down to the last ten days of fasting. sadly tho, i am not feeling the raya mood. maybe cos i am more occupied with the big O. or the akan datang. oh ok, wait. i know why i cant feel it. cos firstly, technically, i didnt buy any baju fr this year. mum made one for me, fmil gave me two sets and earlier in jan i bot two pieces cos it was a good deal. haha. so i dun see the need to buy another one now. BUT i do need to buy for that someone. trying to squeeze in time to go to Geylang one of these days to do that. talk abt Geylang, i haven been there. which is also prolly why i am nt feeling it.

what did i do fr the past weekend?

i had consultation in school from 8 to 1. after which i ran errands fr the family, went library to borrow some mags..and... guess wat.. i baked my very first kek kukus!!! unbelievable! many thanks to bik nora. her kek kukus rocks. so i told her to teach me and TA-DA!!! she baked one for my family and i baked one for my soon to be family. insyallah. i think thats my only achievement that deserves credit for this week. haha. i was supposed to bake my chocolate chip cookies but i had to priotise work first. cos i need them by tomorrow. haha. procastination.

oh.. the letter came..! so that made me so excited all over again!! supposed to be this friday.. but of cos, as planned, we will push it all the way till 16th october. i really hope we can do it on the 16th. its a significant date!! oh and the forever-enthusiastic me has decided to be more hardworking in my research. i have decided to borrow as many mags as i can from now till then and scan in all the things tt catch my eye.. so when the time comes, my resources would be ready and i can explain clearly exactly wat i want. they say a picture paints a thousand words. and i bet the many pictures can paint my many gigantic ideas in my head. lol. ok it prolly sounds like i have many wow things in mind. not true actually. just really simple ideas.. but to put simple ideas together somehow isnt that easy! or maybe its just me!

i am going to list down the things to do and places to go to once the school holidays start. by the time school ends, it wld have been like the 3rd week of raya.. so just nice.. done with school.. done with visiting..and then comes more exciting things! really hope to get the W stuffs done by end of november. then can do some shopping in Dec and get the H stuffz more firmed up. please please please.